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Kind of crisis!

 I feel really low about MD right now I read in a stanislavski book ( he is the for- father of modern acting) and it says an actor must keep good mental health and resolve depression when it first acours, after 3 years of un diagnosed severe depressive syptoms i final feel that i am almost better, but does this mean to recover the years spend in an acting slump due to depression i have to also resolve MD to be able to have "good mental health"  i have have forms of md ever since i…

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Added by Sophie on August 13, 2013 at 5:33pm — 2 Comments

It's been a while

My DD has never been as bad as it has been the last 3 weeks . I did so good for about almost 2 years with just trying to keep myself busy and staying away from music as much as possible because music is and has always been my trigger. I would lie if I said I stopped all together .. nope I had my moments but nothing to dramatic. I don't know what happend but I'm so into it at the moment I do nothing else but go to work come home clean cook wait till everybody is in bed and sit in the living…

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Added by Riley on August 13, 2013 at 11:55am — 2 Comments

when worlds collide

I feel like i know whats its like for an alcoholic to admit to their addiction,  both to themselves and others.  And this feels like stepping into an AA meeting for the first time and introducing myself to others in my situation.  

Hi i'm Lisa an I am an excessive daydreamer. 

Perhaps thats just my overactive mind going again, I realise that I just acted out that scene in my head.

So I have been daydreaming in different forms for as long as I can remember and nearing 30…

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Added by Lisa slater on August 13, 2013 at 10:00am — 1 Comment

How Does a Maladaptive Daydreamer Confide in Others?

Wild Minds Network is like other social networking sites.  After creating an account complete with username and password, you automatically receive an Inbox, Alerts ... and it asks you to add a profile photo.   I don't know about anyone else on here, but simply creating that Wild Minds Network account (proving that I was a "real person" with an email address) took all ..  and I mean ALL ... of the courage I had.  

Adding a personal photo?  Absolutely NOT.  Somebody might be able to…

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Added by LostInThought4Yrs on August 13, 2013 at 5:41am — 1 Comment

hi! this is an introduction and explanation post!

hi everyone! I've been debating making a profile here for a while now. I'll start with a little bit about myself-- my name is Paige, I'm eighteen years old and headed off to college in just over a week. my major is animation, I was accepted into a very nice art school in California with a hefty scholarship, and I'm super excited. the down side is that it's also my catalyst for joining this community. I promised myself I'd be very, very honest here, so here comes an embarrassing summary of my…

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Added by Paige E. on August 13, 2013 at 12:00am — 2 Comments

Learning Curve

Screwed up again. Surprised? *cheesy grin*



You'd think with my last experience that something'd have penetrated through the vast thicknesses of my skull.

But nooo, I'm apparently honing my masochism skills for the Darwin Awards. 

Thought I'd continue with the same old routines without thinking of potential consequences.

The Saphris has been making me sleep.....hard. Just the tiniest bit of deductive reasoning applied to the situation could have avoided all of this… Continue

Added by Larry on August 11, 2013 at 5:40pm — No Comments

Making DD Productive

I am not sure if I will be able to get rid of MD completely but I hope to try to manage it.  One thing, I have been doing is DDing while exercising.  I DD with music while I am exercising on the elliptical. I end up staying on the elliptical longer as I don't want to stop DD. lol   This way I have been getting my DD fix but I am also getting healthy.

Added by Windy City Day Dreamer on August 11, 2013 at 2:16pm — 2 Comments

Improving My Batting Average

I guess someone from the outside looking in would not think MD has affected my life.   I am an attorney at a Fortune 500 Company. In addition to my JD,  I have two master degrees.  I have been married for 17 years and have a son.  BUT MD has affected my life.  I think I could have more friends than I do now if I wasn't devoting my extra time to DD.  Although I did keep in touch with my mom over the years, I should have called more - but she is dead now from ovarian cancer.  I also would keep…

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Added by Windy City Day Dreamer on August 11, 2013 at 2:08pm — No Comments

Real Life Musings Part 2....and in relation to daydreams.

I apologize in advance that this may be a little messy. I'm not sure where to start.

I've always been indecisive and afraid of settling. It takes me forever to make some rather trivial decisions such as the things I want and the things I want to experience. Sometimes I feel as if my daydreams have caused this by taking out my "identity," so to speak, and that I want to be very careful with who I "really" am. I always wished that I would "be me" naturally; as in no hesitations when it…

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Added by Taylor on August 11, 2013 at 3:11am — 1 Comment

Earliest Memories

I think it started with a parrot.

In my minds eye I can see that parrot, or at least what I think is a parrot...might have been a Cockatoo or some other domesticated bird.



I was about 2 1/2 to 3 years old. I lay in my bed at the Highlands St. house.

It was dark outside and for some reason there wasn't any curtains on my window. I think we had just moved there. I had woke up for some reason...I don't know why.



I look out that window and there is a… Continue

Added by Larry on August 10, 2013 at 5:09pm — No Comments

Depressive State

I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder 6 years ago when I was nineteen. It was shortly after that that I started losing myself into daydreams. I was always an imaginative child but it was usually just with ordinary childhood games like house, Barbies, or games that children play together, with the exception of a "sort of" imaginary friend that I had when I was around three years old. She wasn't really a friend, she was another little girl that I spun around and turned into. Interesting…

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Added by Audrey on August 10, 2013 at 3:26pm — 3 Comments

MD has been a true source of energy and happiness for me

When I first found out I had MD a few years ago, I was incredibly pissed off and upset. I felt like I was literally daydreaming my whole life away. 

I don't really know what happened since then and now, but I've come to realize that my MD has been a good thing. Whenever I get upset, I daydream for an hour or so and afterwards I feel so much more refreshed, happy, and energized for the rest of my day. 

Whenever I feel restless or stressed out, my daydreams have honestly been…

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Added by Andrea on August 10, 2013 at 9:07am — 2 Comments

Daydreaming as soon as i wake up...

I start daydreaming as soon as i wake up most mornings. it's like i go through periods of being able to go right back to sleep after waking up to not being able to go back to sleep after waking up.

A week ago i would go to bed at 12 midnight and sleep until 7am-7:30am. And then my mom had to go to work around 7am so she'd be up at 6:30am  and she'd wake me up with all the noise she made. 

now its like i cant even sleep until 7am. i keep waking up at 6:30am-ish…

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Added by KwanKwan on August 10, 2013 at 8:06am — 1 Comment

Strange DD

Been daydreaming about being put in a mental hospital. I was so happy to go. I felt like I could finally rest, be safe. Very strange.

Added by greyartist on August 10, 2013 at 6:14am — No Comments

Messed up on the Meds

Woke up this morning after an hour long love affair with the snooze button feeling like I had been run over by a cement truck.

And since I've actually been run over by a cement truck I can assure you that it's identical....sans the swollen leg.



Think it started yesterday morning.

I forgot to take my anxiety meds first thing and started my gluttony of coffee consumption without them.

I was too excited about getting to the library and checking my posts and email.( I… Continue

Added by Larry on August 9, 2013 at 8:34pm — 3 Comments

DD Genetic?!

Hello everyone, I have an interesting question that I am not sure if anyone has found this to be true: but is DD a genetic problem? Recently I spoke to my mother about  this issue to come to find that not only she, but just about all of my siblings have DD as well. My youngest brother has it very badly, to the point where he can be in public and clearly is in another world, laughing to himself and moving his mouth silently. It is very embarrassing. However, according to my motehr, even my…

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Added by Daniel K on August 9, 2013 at 4:20am — 4 Comments

Mindless Babble

Woke up today feeling like a bloody million bucks. 

All positive thoughts about what the day will bring and all the things I'll be doing in it.

Thinking about how great my new meds are and all the possibilities it's opened up for me.



After my second cup of coffee it starting raining on my parade a little bit, but not by much.

I still feel pretty good and all, but I just don't have all that sunshine and rainbows shooting out my backside.



But, the message was… Continue

Added by Larry on August 8, 2013 at 6:24pm — 1 Comment

Saphris Day 2

Doing pretty good on the Saphris I think. The anxiety is numbed and I haven't noticed any negative self talk.

I am also spending more time in the present..... I think

It could be that these have always been and I'm just now noticing them.

I guess I'm not too sure about anything right now, but I still have that sense of hope I left Seattle with.



I don't think the Saphris is going to cure my MD.

I'm ruminating a lot more (I think), and though the anxiety associated… Continue

Added by Larry on August 7, 2013 at 6:47pm — 2 Comments

Saphris in Seattle

Well, Seattle was as bad as I'd imagined it.

I managed not to run anybody over or get run over.

I did get grumped at by a little old lady in a walker for holding the door open for her. Probably would've upset me if I'd been anyplace else.



Showed up about two hours early as Seattle traffic is notoriously unpredictable and nonsensical. I'd end up paying big for that in parking charges.....but if I hadn't showed up that early there'd been a possibility that I'd miss my… Continue

Added by Larry on August 6, 2013 at 6:43pm — 1 Comment

Seeing my Drug Dealer

Gonna go see my drug dealer (psychiatrist) tomorrow.

Have to drive into Seattle.....(insert cuss words here)

The drivers are maniacs, the pedestrians are suicidal, and the bicyclists are obnoxious. The traffic lights are next to the crosswalk signs and not hung over the intersection like the rest of the civilized world.

I'll be showing up with elevated blood pressure and enough anxiety to drop a horse.

But, that's what I gotta do to work with a doctor who takes his job…

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Added by Larry on August 4, 2013 at 9:00pm — 2 Comments

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