June 2013 Blog Posts (46)

My Introduction

I've never done anything like this (blogged) so here it goes.  -deep breath-

Hello members, I'm Kristen and that's as far as my name as your going to get.  I have been call numerous other names online like Amethly, A.V.Frienday, S.V Rae, and Ivan.  I'm not legally an adult but I know I'm far from a child or an adolescent in quit a few aspects.  Up…


Added by Kristen on June 30, 2013 at 11:00pm — 4 Comments

How do you donate?

Didn't there used to be a link to go to & donate?  I can't find it.

Added by roxanne on June 30, 2013 at 2:44pm — 1 Comment

Overly-Dramatic Daydreams


it's been awhile.

sometimes i feel like my daydream story is like one of those lame soap operas that everyone makes fun of. you know, the ones where every episode includes death and trips to the hospital and crimes and unplanned pregnancies and extreme plot twists and stuff like that.

but when a particular set of characters is on your mind half the time you're awake, you tend to run out of realistic things to add to their story.

i'm trying to write down my…


Added by debbie downer on June 30, 2013 at 11:31am — 7 Comments

Total Recall/Eternal Sunshine

The concept in the film Total Recall where people can implant pleasant memories and have it feel real, hits a lot closer to home for us than it does other viewers. While watching this movie, I asked myself if I was able to do that would I? The answer was yes. Why wouldn't I want false happy memories as oppose to depressing real ones? As I kept watching Total Recall, I started to realize...I already do this. With daydreaming.  We are able to do something almost exactly described in a science…


Added by Sky with Diamonds on June 29, 2013 at 8:16pm — 2 Comments

I don't think it's possible for me to stop.

But honestly: I haven't tried. I guess I just don't want to. I've thought about it, but I can't imagine living without daydreaming constantly. It's just something I have to do. I can't be happy without it. At least it feels that way. But at the same time, daydreaming has caused me more pain than anything else in the world. And it's all because of that stupid day when I watched the video that changed my fantasy world forever. I DD about real people. But they've been broken up in the real world… Continue

Added by Grace on June 29, 2013 at 8:13pm — 3 Comments


For the first time  in my life- I have no real obsessive urge to daydream . I did something very extreme - I went on a vacation by myself  , I had to share a room with a room mate (a stranger) and was also  forced to interact with a group 24/7 for about 3 weeks.

During this time I was so busy that I hardly had time to DD . When I returned home  I also realized that I was actually living a nightmare where I was being tormented by narcissistic family members  and that I was…


Added by Bee Anchor on June 29, 2013 at 5:19pm — 3 Comments

Daydreaming, living, and "happiness?"

Now, as a result of daydreaming actual people, or perhaps just from looking out at the "real world" once in a while, I feel as if I miss or am missing out on parts of life. I've kept myself in a box (which contains myself, my computer, and my DDs) and whenever I look out of it, I realize that things happen around me. I'm not sure if I can handle change, or that I have had daydreams so consistent that I dislike real change, or that I dislike real progression of time. I see other people and…


Added by Taylor on June 28, 2013 at 4:09pm — 2 Comments

I Kinda Don't Want Summer to Start

My summer, especially around the middle of July - the middle of August is going to be very busy. I'm kinda not looking forward to it. I think part of my problem is that my work entails me to make sure everybody around me is having fun. And I think as a result, I'm not going to be able to really enjoy my summer.

At least 2 days a week I will be babysitting from 8:00am - 6:30pm. If anybody here has ever babysat before, you should know how rough that time frame is. And I like the kids I…


Added by Hana on June 28, 2013 at 2:26pm — No Comments

Introduction //

Hello, my name is Taylor. I'm going to apologize in advance that this may be a long introduction and that it may jump around to different things quickly.

I have probably been daydreaming for most of my life. When I was a kid, it was simple games of "pretend" that I would play by myself quietly, etc. It was usually just characters I made up in their own little worlds. 

My daydreams started becoming about myself when I was about 11 or so. I had a crush on someone in my class (I…


Added by Taylor on June 27, 2013 at 3:27pm — 7 Comments

Has Anyone Tried Nac-Acetyl Cysteine for MD Treatment?

I don't know if it's imagination but it seems to helping.  I'm noticing less tick movement.

I also use HTP-5, inositol, and hypericin as they are commonly recommended supplements for OCD.


Added by Rick on June 26, 2013 at 9:25pm — 6 Comments

Does Caffiene An MD Trigger For You?

It seems like a very reliable trigger for me.  Especially with Red Bulls.  How about you?

Added by Rick on June 26, 2013 at 7:04pm — 3 Comments

Was theraphy right for you?

I've never been theraphy before. The only thing that I've done is see a social worker which I stopped going to after she reccomended me to theraphy which I never went to because I wanted to focus on school. Thing with me is, I get good grades and I usually have an over 80 average but this semester I just lost motivation after getting a 70 in math last semester so I started off very badly, I didn't have the motivation nor the desire to do well. I skipped classes, I couldn't concentrate during…


Added by LostSoul99 on June 26, 2013 at 3:20pm — 2 Comments

Giving up is the hardest thing to do...

I'm relatively new to this site.  I've been trying to give up going into the fantasy land for a little over a month and it's the hardest thing to do.  I've been doing this for over 40 years and I want it to go away.  Every day is tough because it's so ingrained in me to immediately go there.  I wake up and start talking to the fantasy land friends.  I've developed mine to where I talk to the people outloud.  Yes, I've gotten caught and usually make something up as to why I'm talking outloud.…


Added by Lisa p on June 25, 2013 at 8:15am — 3 Comments

Aller Anfang ist Schwer- All Beginnings Are Difficult

I love that saying, its simple, all-encompassing and most of all very true.

Since I've acknowledged that I have MD, and connected with the idea that I am not a single/ individual anomaly with this condition. I have begun to approach my life very differently.

For the past year, I've been traveling the world (mostly Europe), learning new languages (I am of immigrant background originally so I speak several languages already) and challenging myself to do new and different things.…


Added by Faye on June 23, 2013 at 5:08am — No Comments

I don't know who I am without this.

I've never been myself. I've always been whoever was the main character of my DD. I don't think I ever developed a stable personality and now that I'm losing my ability to DD I am constantly having to re-evaluate  who I am. I feel like I lost myself along with my daydreams.  I don't know how to act anymore. I don't know how to dress anymore. I don't know who I am and I hate it. 

I'm going to talk to my psychiatrist about this, but I don't see her for an entire month. I wish I'd never…


Added by littleschrodinger'scat on June 22, 2013 at 6:17am — 4 Comments

Has it really been 8 months? Part 4

Part 4 is here!


This is something a little more recent. I think one of my good friends might like me. Now I need to…


Added by Hana on June 21, 2013 at 8:00pm — 2 Comments

Anger Management and MD?


My name is Jennifer, and I am now sixteen years old. Lately, a strand of things have been happening, causing me to feel all of this intense anger inside, and sometimes I'll lash out and do or say things that are not like me because of this anger. Now, I don't know if it's possible that I may have an anger management issue, but haven't been experiencing symptoms of it until now, or if it's just me reacting to everything that has been going on lately. But, it just seems like… Continue

Added by Jennifer on June 18, 2013 at 10:53pm — 4 Comments

My Introduction

Hello~ The name's Annie and I'm just gonna write a bit about myself here ^_^.

I've had this...MDD ever since I can remember, around my toddler years I think, maybe 4 or 5. The most horrible thing about it is that not only do I just completely enter a world of my own, but I don't even realize what I'm doing until I snap out of it. When I daydream, I start making a bunch of weird facial expressions and start clenching my hands until they start shaking- at least, that's what I'm…


Added by AnnieInWonderland on June 18, 2013 at 5:00pm — 2 Comments

What happens when you try to stop daydreaming?

I started controlling it about a month ago. When I stopped daydreaming I hit this brick wall where all of these relevant facts about my real life were suddenly apparent. I have wasted more than half of my waking life in a fantasy world and it is too embarrassing to tell anyone so I am completely alone in fixing this problem. I have nothing to show for at age 23 and now I'm left to scramble around and pick up the pieces of my life that I let fall apart. Every wasted opportunity, every…


Added by johnny joe on June 18, 2013 at 8:05am — 7 Comments

how i feel lately

I'd really appreciate if someone listened. No one ever listens to me.

Lately everythings so messed up. i dont know.

My parents bother me SO MUCH. well, my mom. Lately, everything she does annoys me. She treats me like a baby, always talks in stupid voices to make me laugh but its not funny. I hate it, i really do. sometimes ill say like "can you please stop treating me like im 5? its so annoying. treat me like im an adult please." and she'll say like "OHHHHHH…


Added by ashlee on June 16, 2013 at 8:00am — 3 Comments

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