Daydreamer Diary 3/4

[KillzF]

It's been a while. I tried to stop, but then the next week i felt even more wanting to do daydream. And i know pretty well this is a bad sign, but i decided to wait psicological help so i wont hurt myself doing so.

I wanted to talk about Anne, one of my creations. She is like me, her body size and type, her mood, problems. Obviously she had a drama on it, but in geral, she looks a bit like me. She, at least to me, is my ideal version of myself. Anne is a 16y girl, lesbian, who never actually falled in love with anyone. She cries when things get bad. She have a best friend who everyone think she is dating but she doesnt. 

But she has a bit difference: She has a familly who supports her, a dad who accepts her, the one she cries when get back from school. Her best friend hug her when bullies fill her mind with crap. Anne is friendly, confident, she is self-concious of her own pretty appearence. Everything i am not. 

I wished to be her. I wished my dad hugged me more, and i wished people actually cared. 

Anne is me, but way better.