Having to work with people today, I am so tense, I just want to be left alone to daydream. I feel like I want to scream as loud as I can to release the stress. It's hard to sit still. I just hate this existance sometimes.

Okay so here's a new poem I wrote. I hope you guys like it.

Lost in my mind.

I can't find,

the way out of this prison-chained Hell,

but it's also a place where I want to dwell.

Happiness and friends it provides though it seems dumb

It keeps me happy while leaving me numb.

Everywhere I roam.

Everywhere the roam.

Leaving a cloud of…

i think i just had one of the most thrilling daydreams i've ever had. i went for a walk around the hills by my house with my ipod, and i was listening to Pirates of the Caribbean theme music, Two Steps From Hell, basically a load of epic film music. i was daydreaming as my character, pretending i was in some sort of battle scene :p it was perfect, because there was no wind, no people out walking their dogs, just me and my imagination. although to anyone who might've seen me, i would've…

I just realized that the email address I have had for over 15yrs starts with "daydream" funny, I don't know why I choose that way back then, I didn't develop MD until this past april. But it is quite the coincidence. Maybe it was destined to be.

It started in early childhood aged about 6 but I remember a specifically slipping into a deeper more involved version one day watching a children’s drama aged 8, everything since then has just evolved – beyond recognition. There was certainly my fair share of trauma in my family during these early years, My dad was mentally ill, my mum lived with a burden heavier than her young years should have had to handle. I had at the time no brothers or sisters and only one friend.

She fostered…

Frustrated and unable to sleep I climbed out of bed; my fantasy world was keeping me awake again, nothing new. I went downstairs to use the laptop as not to disturbed my sleeping boyfriend. I almost laughed to myself as I typed into Google ‘addiction to daydreaming’.

The fantasy realm has always been my other world but this was honestly the first time I coherently thought of it as an addiction and even then half in jest, yet I know in my mind I cannot stop, it is to me a compulsion…

I had the loveliest dream last night.  It was so pleasant that I wished I could have kept living in it forever.  I had a dream that I was daydreaming one of my old story lines, but instead of just being able to see it in my head, I could really see it in front of me.  It was like being inside a movie and being able to watch everything up close.  I could really feel all the emotions, and they were so beautiful.  

It was a love story.  I have this old story line where a father…

"It's like you're a drug / it's like you're a demon I can't face down / it's like I'm stuck / it's like I'm running from you all the time / and I know I let / you have all the power / it's like the only company I seek / is misery all around / it's like you're a leach / sucking the life from me / it's like I can't breathe / without you inside of me / and I know I let you / have all the power / and I realise I'm never gonna / quit you over time...

It's like I can't breathe / it's like I…

Most potent form of energy is THOUGHT...

. Watch your thoughts, they become Words

. Watch your words, they become Actions

. Watch your Actions, they become Habits

. Watch your Habits, they become your character

. Watch your Character, it becomes your Destiny.

Where THOUGHTS goes ...ENERGY flows  

Your Mind is an Antenna, control your THOUGHTS or be contorl.

Hi I'm new here. Amazed at how many people here know something of how I live. Not sure I'm totally ready to share my intimate fantasies though. They are the core and life of me. But thank you so much for showing the courage to share of your own stories.

I'm guessing that profile pics are a great way to start to get to know someone and I've seen a few very creative and intriguing ones already. Mine, I'm realising is much more revealling than I intended. But oh well, have to start…

Small victories can go a long way. Instead of trying to tackle all of my goals, I have started to focus on little things here and there. Slowly, I think they are starting to make a difference.

For a while now I have been interested in cake, cupcake, and cookie decorating and designing. It started when the food network challenges became popular and I was drawn in by the creations each of the chef's did with food. I love food, especially sweets. I have been watching several baking blogs…

seriously.

last week, i  was lying in bed daydreaming, and it was about something really sad happening to some of my characters. i started crying.

afterwards, i felt weird.

these are fictional people that i created in my head.

why am i so attached to them?

i also like to edit pictures of people from the internet (mostly celebrities) to look like my characters, because i like to look at them in real life and not just in my head. i…

I think someone once told me about a philosopher or great thinker of some sort that would fall asleep in a chair while holding metal balls in his hands, the idea being that they would drop right as he drifted off and startle him awake. Apparently the reason for this was that some of the greatest ideas happen in the moment right before sleep.. I found this very interesting because I have definintely noticed that I sometimes have my greatest revelations right before dozing off. I also daydream…

Hey guys

I was just wondering how Md affects you when you drink alcohol. When i started to drink i found it fun and it let me rid all the the thoughts in my head and be in the moment with my friends but lately it brings me more into the world of my head and i find it harder to have fun especially when eveyone around me is dacning and laughing. Does anyone else feel this way when they drink?

Hi there, I'm new here and I've got my own blog about maladaptive daydreaming if anyone is interested.

http://fantasy-world-19.blogspot.com/

I started this 2 years ago where I finally decided to get it out on the web to hope for people to read it. It all started with me at an early age but never told anyone, now I'm 20 and…

i'm sure a lot of you know about tumblr. but in case you don't, it's a blogging website.

i have a tumblr, and i track the tag "maladaptive daydreaming". today, it said there was a new post in the tag, so i clicked it, and i found this.

http://evilminds.tumblr.com/post/16414461557/maladaptive-daydreaming-is-considered-as-a-state

that post has…

I'm still young and only a freshman at high school. I remember being so involved. My life was routine back then but at least it was fun. I had my friends, my sports and i excelled at school. Ive been trying to catch up on the years Ive spent doing nothing. The years i ignored and pushed away my friends. I cant even remember whats it like to sit in a group of people and laugh. Recently, im training for my school's tennis team. Ill probably join track my other semesters. I don't want to…