Where wild minds come to rest
I grew up with a autistic brother and i think that plays a part in why i have MDD. Does anyone else have a Autistic family member of friend or even Autistic yourself? I am curious to see if some of…Continue
I was talking to some of my friends about MDD. One of them might have it because she was saying she acts out her daydreams for awhile everyday and one of my other friends had it or something similar…Continue
I was just wondering if anyone else does this weird thing i do. Sometimes when i am in the car or a bus or any moving thing like that i imagine myself or on occasions someone else running on the…Continue
Sunshine has not received any gifts yet
I am sorry I have written a lot but I would like you all to hear my story. The first paragraph is on my experience with God helping me with stopping my MDD. The second paragraph is on my night terror that is linked to both God and my MDD. Wow I never really thought i was this religious until now! Please try and enjoy if possible.
I don't know what you guys would call a spiritual moment but I believe it is…Continue
I like to draw and i am a good drawer.... well thats what the others say anyway. Drawing is one of my main hobbies which is one of a few things i do other than daydream. But i have stopped lately because i have a friend who is a AMAZING drawer. I am jealous of her and i don't care that much that she is way better than me but it must affect me more than i think because i have been thinking, 'Why should i draw she is better than me anyway'. I feel so sad, before i came to high school i was…Continue
I have no idea what i am trying to say and my thoughts will most likely change. All i know is that i am having a hard time with my MDD.
Lately i have been thinking whats the point of living? Whats the point of anything? I know it makes me sound emo or depressed but the strange thing is that i am not and i am normally happy but yet i think these things.
Over the holidays my MDD has gotten worse and i am not proud. I try to stop and do other activities instead but i just don't…Continue
Yesterday i was watching a documentary on how music effects the brain. It was called 'The Musical Brian'. There was a part in it that fascinated me because it reminded me of MDD. It ends up when you move to music that you like it creates a chemical in your brain that makes you happy. This is probably why lots of us daydream while listening to music and pacing because it creates this certain chemical in…Continue