I joined this site a few months ago, and whenever I start feeling really bad it helps me remember that I'm not alone, so i just wanna say thankyou everyone :)

Some basic information: I'm a 15 year old girl in Australia and I have been day dreaming for 3 years now, but I did it when i was really young as well. I mostly dd about my made-up characters in my favourite books/movies/tv shows or in the worlds that I create. Some deep, weird self-analysis recently informed me that each one of…

I really had to apologise to God for this. I have been taught to be happy with whatever I have and thank God for it because all aren't blessed with everything in the world. What I have others may not have. What they have I may not have. If I have problems and sorrows in my life others will be having twice the amount of pain I have. Yes! this is true. I see so many people who are poor, don't have home, education, food, are being exploited,etc. At least I've been blessed with all these things.…

Hi again!

It's been 3 weeks since I escaped MD, and I keep having the upper hand (yay!) Because I now know how to avoid being stuck in an infinite DD. Writing this Blog -and you, guys- have helped me veeeeeeeeeeery much to get this far! (If you're thinking of making a blog yourselves, do it! I wholeheartedly recommend it! It's great for keeping track of your progress, and getting comments from people that can understand) 

However...

my "older self" is still…

So hi. I'm new in case you didn't notice. I basically joined to feel a bit more at home and to make some friends with MD to better understand it myself for my sake and people around me. 

Ok so 10 minutes ago i was shredding papers because my mom had asked me to. As i was shredding, iwas daydreaming about a stressful situation that i have been currently in for the past few days and what i would do if worst comes to worst.

I accidently left my left hand on the papers too long and the paper and the shredder sucked/dragged my pinkie finger down into the shredder!!!! Luckily, i reacted quickly and pulled my finger out.

But it hurt!! and i can still feel the pressure…

First of all I would like to expressed my gratitude to Ms. Rose, for accepting my request on joining this group. 

Hi, guys. I'm new here and thanks to this I can express my feelings about my MD.

Well, to start I'm so good on creating my DD activity (and i know everyone does too).  I spend hours of daydreaming in my life, and it feels good, feel so joy and glad from what I did from what i have achieved. But the truth is in reality I'm not really happy, I…

I truly hope that I or anyone else on this site will not wake up someday years later and not know the difference between what's real and what's not!

No matter how much I talk with someone or am around someone, it feels like there is some sort of invisible wall between us. It feels like I am far away and only vaguely aware. I can’t make friends. I can’t feel what I want to feel for another person. I just have a disconnect with everyone I interact with; whether they be in real life or on the internet. I feel bad because I want to feel something for someone else but I can’t. I want those…

Anybody notice the pretty decent-sized MDD community on Tumblr? Well, they claim to have MDD but all they really say is that they daydream kinda often.  Don't tell me I'm the only one who sees the enormous amounts of false claims on Tumblr, maybe it's all in my head.  :P

I am......  Wish I could have the life I dd about.  Frustrates the hell out of me.  Anybody that says that "Life is What You Make It" lies.  If my life was what I made it in my DD.... Bliss!

Finally got my lawyer to schedule a court date because this has gone over a year now in divorce. I had to meet him to look at the motorcycle to see if I would take it and the payments. yeah I may have scratched the paint but he's beat it up. Its covered in dents and the rear blinkers held on with duct tape. I've been trying to distract my self all day from violents and angry daydreams. I'm 8 months pregnant I don't need to be stressing out, day dreams make my pulse rate soar and I'm already…

The other day I had a moment of clarity about my life. I looked at myself and thought, what the heck have I done with my life. Nothing. Nothing at all really. So then, of course I have begun to DD at every possible moment. When I don't have to be engaged in life, I am off in my mind.

Sometimes, I think that DD cripples me. Sometimes, I feel like it saves me. I guess it truly is an addiction.

Usually, I have no desire to stop because it feels harmless to me. A few days later, I…

i dont do this anymore, but when i was younger, as a source for character apperances i would use cartoons instead of celebrities. From that i would try to picture them looking like people.

i have a feeling no one did this, but  was just thinking about it and it made me laugh a bit.

mostly because the characters i had were so random. I had dash from the incredibles, elroy from the jetsons, red from the movie hoodwinked, and i based a character off of a cartoon version of a doll from…

Hello out there! I guess I'll use this as my introductory post of sorts. Also, HOLY WALL OF TEXT, BATMAN!  I'M SORRY. D:

For some background information, I'd like to say I've lived in a very stable family, and like to think I've led a fairly mild real life, silly as that sounds typing it out. c:

I'm an only child, my parents are together, I have pets, it's all really nice. My parents are the type of people I can hug or talk to anytime, they're very open minded,…

is this not the sweetness you crave?

your heart's desire?

solitude from reality?

no. it is bitterness to me

the bitterness grows in the marrow, 

the poison flows through my veins,

my life is fading

drained by the bitterness in me

I weep, I cry out. 

there is no where to run 

no where to hid

for the monster is in me

I am but a shell

all that I was is gone

I disappear as it…

 I used to DD about a girl who I admired and it made me become obsessed with her. Has this happened to anyone else?

Being able to guide your DD, control the scenes. Is it possible? and to what extent. This is what we are talking about on the radio show today, 3pm eastern time. 

So,  I posted a discussion, couldn't find a way to make a poll, so I just asked the question, to what extent can you control your DDs? I would love to get some responses and see what other people feel about this. 

My Poll;…