Well, it's happened AGAIN. I've got a mad crush on one of my DD characters. I've become accustomed to the embarrassment that always accompanies these crushes, since I've been having them since I was a little girl. Eventually I shake off the shame and tell myself that it's perfectly normal to explore the concept of love in your mind, especially if you crave it or have never had it. Everybody needs a little love now and then, you know?

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My iPod is the handiest tool for my MDD.  I use it for various things including:

• Researching characters I may be using, especially male love interests
• Look for clothes my character may be wearing to events
• Geography, my character is a world wide traveller!
• Music - I always have a soundtrack
• Videos - I use YouTube or other media for inspiration

Perhaps it's time to lend it to someone or lock it in my drawer at…

Like most people on the forum, I've only realised there was a name for what I did whilst researching the subject online.  I've had MDD since I was a tiny child, in fact I can't remember ever not doing this.  I also have Social Anxiety and Avoidant Personality Disorder.  I've had the last two disorders confirmed by mental health professionals, but I've never mentioned the DD to anyone, even my psychologist - I honestly just felt it was too embarrassing and 'crazy'. 

Although I…

Hello, my name is Cheryl.  I came upon this website while researching Maladaptive Daydreaming and felt that I had to become a member and interact with this community.

I only recently discovered that Maladaptive Daydreaming was the term for what I have been experiencing from a very young age.  If someone had introduced me to the concept much earlier, my teenage years might have gone much, much better.  Alas, it's no use crying over spilt milk, and I'd rather have resources now…

I was just curious if there was anyone else out there. Ugh, I feel like the biggest freak on the face of the planet writing this right now. I know I should have been more careful or something. Too late now.

Anyways, has this ever happened to anyone else or am I the only one?

well she is certainly me since I created her.

and we are the same, she is just MORE of me, letting herself actualize the things I dream about (both as me-real-life-me and her-character)

what if I would actually behave more like her? Since I already spend most of my waking hours (and sleeping hours as far as I remember) DD'ing about being her...

would I loose myself? or would I eventually be able to be myself? could I merge these two worlds of…

Today, I had to go to the hospital. A doctor needed to ask me more questions, because I'd already had a blood test and been asked questions, but I had to be asked more.

All of this was because I've been REALLY tired for ages and ages, so I had a blood test done to see why. All of it was fine.

Anyway, the doctor asked me "When do you get to sleep at night?"

I said "Midnight."

He asked me why. My Mum said it's because of me reading (actually my DDing, but I'm not…

Hello

I am new to all this so please be gentle ! I am a 17 year old girl who has formed in depth fantasy worlds since around the age of 15.After some research I believe I may have a mild form of ‘maladaptive daydreaming’ disorder.Symptoms that I posses that have led to this self diagnosis include ;

• Listening to music while daydreaming.
• Having very vivid fantasies.
• Becoming…

I have tried to deal with my daydreams for years. And it really helps to come to this site. And it helps speaking with a good therapist. In fact I began to google "daydreaming" because she was on vacation an I feel so lonely whith those issues. 

However I believe we cannot come out of this problem unless we recognize we have a addiction. And we are desperate  to do something with it. If drug addicts can deal with their problem why can't we? But we can't unless we really want it. The…

When I discovered that what I was going through was this condition called Maladaptive Daydreaming, a new chapter of my life had begun ...

I've set all of my previous writing efforts aside and I'm embarking on a completely new endeavor and YOU are some of the first to hear about it!

I have been screenwriting since I was 16 years old and I have to say that MD has changed my life in more ways then I could have ever imagined. It's been helpful, yet destructive. Comforting, yet…

I  had  md from my 9th class days and I was unaware of it.I used to think about fantasies for hours.with a special study room for me daydreaming was much easier. I remember those primitive days in which i used to daydream as well as study and score good marks.slowly the problem grew stronger and i had difficulty in concentrating in slightest of things. i made serious efforts to remove the problem only after my three consecutive failures in medical entrance exams. earlier i made some rules…

Like all of you, I love daydreaming when I'm bored. The only time it distracts me is when I'm studying and I space out after reading 10 pages (I'm a slow reader too). Well, I'm 17 and since I was born I've always loved watching cartoons, listening to music, movies, ect. I'm an only child and for most of my childhood I watched probably about 6 if not more hours of cartoons a day. I love the colors, the stories, everything. Even to this day I love watching cartoons more than live action stuff.…