do you ever have those nights where the music you're listening to triggers your MD so much that you can't stop pacing to the point where you consider duct taping yourself to the floor so you can focus on whatever you're doing

because that's how i feel tonight

ok, everytime id try to draw my characters they'd look funny or they wouldnt look like them...

i was drawing in my sketchbook the other day and i started the draw them- and it actually looked like them for once

like, this actually looks ALOT like them. its really accurate. this is like a cartoon version of them but it looks JUST LIKE THEM



i might of went…

just say to yourself 

"OH MY GOD ALL MY CHARACTERS ARE SO PERFECT THEYRE SO CUTE AND LOVELY AND AW THEIR KIDS THEIR SO CUTE AND OMG THEIR LIVES EVERYTHING WORKS SO WELL IF SOMEONE KNEW THIS STORY THEY'D TOTALLY WANT TO READ IT THATS HOW AWESOME THIS DAYDREAM IS IM A FREAKIN GENUIS I LOVE ALL OF YOU I WANT TO KISS YOUR NOSES AW AW AWWWW YOUR PERSONALITIES ARE SO PERFECT AND AW YOUR IMPERFECTIONS ARE PERFECT WHY CANT YOU BE REAL AND HANG OUT WITH ME BE MY FRIENDS YOURE THE AWESOMEST I…

 So, I never told you guys about my problem. So, that's it-

   I always feel connected to this world. I feel energy flowing through me. I can feel positive energy and negative energy and events related to them. I can feel feelings of people close to me. Through my dreams I could see , what next will happen, I do visit new and completely unknown places in my dreams and after few days or months, found myself there. It's so confusing. Right now, I can just feel something, but couldn't…

So like two people in my hello post asked me to talk about my MD, as in if I like it and also my story with it. So story first, goods or evil later. 

I have always daydreamed but by the time I hit around 6 years old my life kind of went downhill. This can appear slightly dramatic nut trust me I'm getting there. This was when I started schooling and basically from the moment I stepped in school I have been bullied, ridiculed and alienated in every possible manor or form. I have…

I joined this site a few months ago, and whenever I start feeling really bad it helps me remember that I'm not alone, so i just wanna say thankyou everyone :)

Some basic information: I'm a 15 year old girl in Australia and I have been day dreaming for 3 years now, but I did it when i was really young as well. I mostly dd about my made-up characters in my favourite books/movies/tv shows or in the worlds that I create. Some deep, weird self-analysis recently informed me that each one of…

I really had to apologise to God for this. I have been taught to be happy with whatever I have and thank God for it because all aren't blessed with everything in the world. What I have others may not have. What they have I may not have. If I have problems and sorrows in my life others will be having twice the amount of pain I have. Yes! this is true. I see so many people who are poor, don't have home, education, food, are being exploited,etc. At least I've been blessed with all these things.…

Hi again!

It's been 3 weeks since I escaped MD, and I keep having the upper hand (yay!) Because I now know how to avoid being stuck in an infinite DD. Writing this Blog -and you, guys- have helped me veeeeeeeeeeery much to get this far! (If you're thinking of making a blog yourselves, do it! I wholeheartedly recommend it! It's great for keeping track of your progress, and getting comments from people that can understand) 

However...

my "older self" is still…

So hi. I'm new in case you didn't notice. I basically joined to feel a bit more at home and to make some friends with MD to better understand it myself for my sake and people around me. 

Ok so 10 minutes ago i was shredding papers because my mom had asked me to. As i was shredding, iwas daydreaming about a stressful situation that i have been currently in for the past few days and what i would do if worst comes to worst.

I accidently left my left hand on the papers too long and the paper and the shredder sucked/dragged my pinkie finger down into the shredder!!!! Luckily, i reacted quickly and pulled my finger out.

But it hurt!! and i can still feel the pressure…

First of all I would like to expressed my gratitude to Ms. Rose, for accepting my request on joining this group. 

Hi, guys. I'm new here and thanks to this I can express my feelings about my MD.

Well, to start I'm so good on creating my DD activity (and i know everyone does too).  I spend hours of daydreaming in my life, and it feels good, feel so joy and glad from what I did from what i have achieved. But the truth is in reality I'm not really happy, I…

I truly hope that I or anyone else on this site will not wake up someday years later and not know the difference between what's real and what's not!

No matter how much I talk with someone or am around someone, it feels like there is some sort of invisible wall between us. It feels like I am far away and only vaguely aware. I can’t make friends. I can’t feel what I want to feel for another person. I just have a disconnect with everyone I interact with; whether they be in real life or on the internet. I feel bad because I want to feel something for someone else but I can’t. I want those…

Anybody notice the pretty decent-sized MDD community on Tumblr? Well, they claim to have MDD but all they really say is that they daydream kinda often.  Don't tell me I'm the only one who sees the enormous amounts of false claims on Tumblr, maybe it's all in my head.  :P

I am......  Wish I could have the life I dd about.  Frustrates the hell out of me.  Anybody that says that "Life is What You Make It" lies.  If my life was what I made it in my DD.... Bliss!

Finally got my lawyer to schedule a court date because this has gone over a year now in divorce. I had to meet him to look at the motorcycle to see if I would take it and the payments. yeah I may have scratched the paint but he's beat it up. Its covered in dents and the rear blinkers held on with duct tape. I've been trying to distract my self all day from violents and angry daydreams. I'm 8 months pregnant I don't need to be stressing out, day dreams make my pulse rate soar and I'm already…