3 weeks without (excessive) day-dreaming. Irritation and fustration have gone and my mind is very peaceful. I don't believe in this buddism propaganda but Zen Garden descibes my state of mind now perfectly. Maybe, I should dig into it. What happened after 3 weeks of dreaming detox:

(1) I moved to a beautiful place near Warsaw, called Ząbki, and it's a paradise of earth. In last 2 days I had to check, if I'm in a lucid dream state or not because it was so fantastic. Well,…

Ok, this one might be gross, so beware.  Don't read on if you don't want to read about poop.  

For the past few days the cats have had really bad diarrhea, and it's been worrying me.  At first it was no big deal.  They frequently vomit, and it's all part of having really fluffy cats.  I figured a little diarrhea now and then was no big deal and would pass.  That was for the first couple of days.  

Over the past couple of of days it started to really worry me.  What if it's…

Chapter 11: Night Fright

I woke up at 4:00am morning to my doorbell ringing, "Who could that be?" I thought to myself as I pressed the buzzer, and opened my door to take a peak. It was Luc and he stomped up the stairs looking pissed as he grabbed me by the neck, slammed my door, and pinned me against the wall, "You listen here you stupid bitch!" he shouted tightening his grip on my neck sweating with anger. "You better back off of her or…

Chapter 10: New Home, New Life

Spending most of the night with my mom packing my things, tomorrow morning I had a flight to NYC to catch. "Make sure to ONLY pack what you will use at the apartment." my mom said bringing in a large rolling suitcase for the clothes I was bringing with me. "Well she told me to only pack my clothes, my computers, and the things I sleep with. Also, Luc is coming with a small moving van to take the computers and…

Chapter 9: Sexting?

It had been 2 months since the last time Stefani and I were together in the same room, we called each other every night sometimes talking for hours about our days and random shit. Tonight though I was about to be introduced to something new that I never could have thought would be nice. I was all ready for bed at 12:30 until I received a text from Stefani "Ugh!! Baby I'm still crying! I can't believe he did that to me!" the…

Chapter 8: Gift From the Heart

I ended up purchasing a few shirts from Hot Topic before Stefani met us back at the store, "I'm back!" she shouted walking to us before a small crowd of people surrounded with cameras and autograph books. We quickly pushed our way out of the crowd and decided to leave the mall and just head back to the hotel to chill. When we got to the hotel we quickly made our way back to the room to avoid the paparazzi, "I…

Hello!

Just found this site- literaly cried when I saw it. I've been in therapy for years for depression, and this 'overactive imagination thingy' as I call it. I've come quite far with my acceptance of myself.

In high school I cried and prayed out go God to take this horrible distraction away from life-and wondered why I was so different from everyone else. (there's still some times I try and wish it away..)

But, through therapy and -life span…

Im Jurelle Eve 18. Hails from Cebu Philippines. I think I should be open since we all share a similar gift and do something that scares me. Just like this. Well its where a wild mind could rest right?

When I was young I have a lot of friends outside from school usually boys. I was the type of girl who likes to play basketball, riding my bmx with a bunch of boys, and any other rough activities for boys than playing barbie…

Hi, I am new to all this..like many I am finding out, I have heroic daydreams, etc.

Lately I have found myself daydreaming about a man who doesn't even barely know me.

I met him briefly and have had no contact after that...yet he is in constant daydreams.

what is up with that??

BTW: I am 57 yrs old, so it's not like I have a teen crush

Ok, I day-dreamt today for about an hour (at work!) after two and a half weeks of living in reality. But as Edison said, I didn't fail, I just found one more solution, which doesn't work. Last two and a half weeks were pretty busy as I really intended to live in reality and not to day-dream, really. So, a lot of driving (to concentrate), a lot of sports and even assigning to global walking competition with pedometer (so, physical needs are satisfied and, anyway, my summer clothes…

Hmmm... I thought I might post a bit of a story description/summary that I've had written down for a while... I've had many new stories in the time since I've written this, but I've been pretty bad about recording stuff lately...

Well, I also though this story might appeal to a lot of people on this…

Hope you all like them! :D

I'm going to post them in groups so once I finish a few more I will post them.

Chapter 7: The Phone Call

My phone vibrated and played it's Born This Way ringtone, "Hello?" I said answering the phone. "Hey baby! I snuck to the lobby's bathroom to call you before I went out to lunch with Luc! I was wondering if you wanted to come with us." she replied at the other line. "Well I kind of already ate lunch but sure I'll come along!" I replied excited seeking another opportunity to see her, "Where are we going though?" I…

Chapter 6: The Hangover, the Lecture, and the New Job

I was sound asleep hung over dreaming about that amazing night until I heard my door open and someone sit at the foot of my bed. "You know I worried about you last night..." my mom said, "You didn't need to I was fine mom she even had security guards all around us.." I replied groggy from the hangover. "Well still what you did wasn't right..." my mom replied giving me a worried and pissed…

Chapter 5: Meeting "Him"

I partially woke up hearing Stefani's cellphone going off, "Hello? You're going to be here when? Ok babe see you then. Love you too.." was the conversation I heard before "Shit! Nicole wake up!!!" and a hand shaking my shoulder. I opened my eyes feeling the wave of a painful hangover setting in, "Ugh it feels like an elephant stepped on my head!" I said sitting up holding my head feeling dizzy and sick, "Me too but…

Chapter 4: A First

We got to the hotel at around 2:15am and got into our room quickly avoiding as much paparazzi as we could before we made it. She put the "Do Not Disturb" sign on the doorknob and closed it behind us, "More tequila?" she asked pulling it out of her bag, "Actually I could go for something to eat right now I have epic munchies.." I replied rubbing my hungry stomach. She took out another smaller bag and pulled out a bag of…

Chapter 3: The Bus

"Oh cool! So you're old enough to drink!" she replied with a grin on her face. "Yeah! Does that mean you want to drink with me?" I replied looking a little suprized, "You read my mind monster!" she replied with a grin as she stood up to put her makeup away and grab her purse. "Where are we headed?" I asked curiously as we started to leave the makeup room with the security guards, "Well we're headed to the tour bus for some…

Chapter 2: The Concert

I figured the dinner would be something simple and I was right, just some pizza, pop, and Lady GaGa music playing everywhere. I fit right in with the other "little monsters" and immediately began to make conversation with some of them about the concert. But there was one thing I noticed, most of the people I was conversing with had only purchased the cheaper Little Monster Zone tickets, which gave you everything else…

Chapter 1: The Concert Ticket

I had been saving up for months with my paychecks from the Apple store and I finally had enough. I couldn't believe I was about to drop $1000 on a VIP ticket to one of the first Born This Way Balls in Detroit, Michigan. It included everything, an autographed laminate picture, a t-shirt, a pre-show dinner, a free pair of heartbeats, front row seats, and best of all a backstage pass; now was my chance to finally…