Ok, I will try and make this as short as I can, well maybe! I just moved because I was living with someone who had control over me, and I'm in a wheelchair. He didn't treat me very well to say the least, I dealt with a lot of mental abause. I daydream sometimes ALL day. Sometimes it's just the same thing over and over again. This started when I was in 6th grade now I'm 23, I'm not living with this person anymore but still dealing with the past. This person used me to say the least. In my daydreams most of the time someone is coming after me with a gun and I am trying to get away or get them to give their life to God. Most of the time I'm with this little girl trying to save her from this guy. But yet other times I'm having daydreams of my friends dying on me, and me trying to figure out how to have a funeral when I have no money left. Sometimes it's my best friend that dies, or my Dad, whom I live with now, or someone else I'm getting close to. I know that I need more love in my life and trying to work on that, but the thing that causing these things is music. Any type of music. I try and train myself not to listen to music because I just daydream, and if I lay in bed at night my whole body just sweats very badly. I dealt with a lot of depression a lot these past few years because of my living situation. After high school for a year I was isolated. I joined a support group for depression online, even though nobody understood my daydreaming parts. I know when I'm daydreaming I'm not facing my fears and so forth, but I just crave music so badly if I go a day without it or if I'm about to cry, I NEED the music and start daydreaming. Nobody really truly understands this, my counselor in my last state told me that my daydreams might go away since I'm in a safe place, but yet I am in a safe place but my daydreams still happen but with other things or with the man coming after me with the gun or what not. Anyway, now you all know a little about me.