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"If there is no ache in your heart...

If there is no ache in your heart, how can it be a life?

if your heart is not bleeding ,
where is the joy in drinking your tears?

I will shed a few tears in love

and I will see how it feels.



This is the story of someone in love, nothing more

Suffering, sighing in private, and choking to death on one's sorrow.

Someday, I will have a laugh watching this happen.


....I will try my fortune in your world,

and I will see how…
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Added by Osiris Eryx on November 24, 2023 at 3:52pm — No Comments

WhatsApp MDD Community!!

Hi lovely people!

My name is Marta and I have been maladaptive daydreaming for 7 years. It especially got worse during high school, as I was going through a very difficult time. Because of this struggling moment in my life, I started maladaptive daydreaming for hours and hours on a daily. It became my coping mechanism. While it was useful at the time, I no longer feel that I need to daydream anymore. However, my daydreams have remained stuck with me, like a habit I cannot let go…

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Added by maladaptivedaydreamer on November 13, 2023 at 5:00am — 3 Comments

برای دوست عزیزم

کافکا عزیزم اگر پیام منو میبینی برام آیدی تلگرام یا ایمیل ات رو برام بفرست 

Added by Kave on November 12, 2023 at 2:10am — 3 Comments

How do you daydream?

I'm reading through blogs and realising there are so many ways people daydream. Like, do you guys only have one way of daydreaming, do you have multiple, do you need music or need to be in a certain space, I'm genuinely interested!! :) 

Also how else does it affect you? I mumble to myself when I walk, kind of humming the conversation in my mind. If that makes sense :) 

Also, does anyone else daydream with spinning? 

I know I seem really excited today haha, I'm just happy…

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Added by Mils on November 5, 2023 at 5:49pm — 6 Comments

I'm always there 4 you

Hi MDers,

I just wanted to tell you that if you ever need someone to talk, I'm always there for you. Although it's super difficult for me to read other people's daydreaming stories because they usually trigger me and make me uncomfortable, I really want to help others because I'm an experienced MDer*.

So - feel free to contact me, send me friend requests,...

I promise I'll answer as soon as possible, but please be patient ;)

*In…

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Added by prettysoul on November 4, 2023 at 8:00am — 2 Comments

I need to be treated

I have been alive for 19 years and for 3 years I have imagined that I am the richest person in the world and I have surpassed Elon Musk. My family does not support me because this disorder is unknown and they do not understand it. I have to go to university and a lot I want to study, but my thoughts are immersed in dreams

Added by Kave on November 4, 2023 at 1:54am — No Comments

Starting a MD Community

Hello MDers,

My name is Marta and I have been a maladaptive daydreamer for 7 years. It has destroyed me. My career, my relationships, my ability to socialise. Everything has been affected. 

I came to WildMinds to seek solace and maybe chat with some people around the globe who also suffer from MD. I have never met anyone in my life who suffers from MD, so I felt so so alone in this, and misunderstood. 

I have therefore decided to start an online…

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Added by maladaptivedaydreamer on November 3, 2023 at 4:17am — No Comments

Introducing myself/ venting

I posted this on the forum first but then realized maybe it should go here? I don't know haha, pardon my confusion. 

Hi everyone! I see there's some activity here so I'm sure some of you will read this eventually.

My name is Natasha and I'm soon to be 24 years old. I have recollections of MD since I was 7 years old, but I probably started doing it before that.

I guess like many of you I had a very lonely childhood, I'm an only child and I have no cousins or…

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Added by NatashaK on November 2, 2023 at 9:50pm — 3 Comments

Returning here after a LONG time

I first joined this forum when I was 14 or 15. I used to be super active on here, reading every new post and commenting a lot. I became much less active when I was 16 and my MD took a turn for the worse. Since the daydream was partly augmented reality based, I almost never had to shut it off, and it got to the point where I didn’t want to discuss MD much because I didn’t want to dwell on the fact that it wasn’t real.



When I was 17, I completely recovered. (More on that later,… Continue

Added by The1andonlyAbber on November 2, 2023 at 8:27am — 6 Comments

I need help to stop daydreaming

It's been 7 years of being a maladaptive daydreamer.

It started during high school. My parents had gotten divorced, I hated how I looked physically, I had been bullied enough to have to change of school, and my sister, who was my biggest friend, left home to study abroad. I felt completely lonely and disgusted every time I looked at myself in the mirror. I had massive acne breakouts, I never fully developed "as a woman is supposed to" and people made fun of my small breasts and how…

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Added by maladaptivedaydreamer on October 31, 2023 at 2:52am — 3 Comments

Kafka says: Hi!

Hello! I'm new here =)

(Sorry for my poor english, actually I use google translate.)



I came across the term MD very randomly on the internet and when I searched about it, I realized that unfortunately there are few resources about this disorder. In fact, this is the only community I could find. Although it doesn't seem to be as active here as it used to be, I'm glad people are still checking out this website. It makes me feel encouraged that there are other people like… Continue

Added by Kafka on October 30, 2023 at 9:33am — 6 Comments

Persona Vs Real Life, and my story

When I was 7, my parents divorced. While I don't remember if it affected me or not, I do remember developing MD in that same year. It helped me a lot to distract from everything, and I built up this persona in my mind where I had freedom and power. 

As I grew older, my MDs made me feel like I was invincible. This took a hit to my social skills and awareness, and led me to get bullied once I entered high school. I thought that if I became my persona in my daydreams, the everyone would…

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Added by Mils on October 23, 2023 at 4:55pm — 5 Comments

My lil intro :)

Hi, I signed up for this thing a while ago but I thought it was dead so I didn't end up using it. But hey, here I am!

I developed MD when I was 7, and it's still around today. I usually use writing and art as a way to express my experiences with it. As much as I appreciate it for helping me through rough times, I kinda want it gone. It's taken up so much of my time, my goals, my social life, and it's been getting worse lately, even though I feel happy. I was hoping to find some people…

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Added by Mils on October 23, 2023 at 4:18pm — 2 Comments

Is this forum dead?

Unfortunately, I noticed that there are only a few new blog posts, most of them on this page are from summer. Is this forum always so quiet? Because I'd really like to talk to some people frequently, as I'm currently on some meds (for daydreaming) and I want to document my results and talk about MD in general. If anyone is interested in chatting, feel free to leave a comment on my profile. Thanks a lot!!

Added by prettysoul on October 15, 2023 at 3:25pm — 6 Comments

Introduction

Hi there, I'm new here and I'd like to introduce myself :)



●I'm from Austria

●I'm addicted to daydreaming (obviously)

●I've been a maladaptive daydreamer since I was 11 years old

●I'm on SSRI Fluoxetine because I read that it makes MD better. At the moment, I haven't noticed any differences though - I guess it' because I'm only 1 month in

●I still go to school so MD is literally a curse for me - I can't get any work done and it's super hard to study for… Continue

Added by prettysoul on October 15, 2023 at 2:45am — 2 Comments

I feel crazy

سلام

شاید نتوانم انگلیسی را درست تایپ کنم، زبان مادری من نیست، مرا ببخشید، من در سنین پایین خیلی خیالبافی را تجربه می کردم، اما اخیراً آنقدر شدید شده است که حتی نمی توانم تمرکز کنم، دوستان من فکر کن من یک احمق هستم آنها مضطرب هستند

Added by Kave on October 15, 2023 at 1:38am — 3 Comments

they thought i am stupid

I was so happy when i first read about MD. Honestly I thought that everybody would do that but apparently there are only „a few“ of us :) I have three worlds i created. One: I am a soccer player and I created my whole career and the career of other „players“ and „coaches“. It is like a fantasy soccer game. I have every year, every World Cup etc in my mind. The other world is me as a basketball player. Same like the world before and the last world is me as a actor. I started at the age of 15 I… Continue

Added by Stephan42 on October 3, 2023 at 1:22am — 6 Comments

Vision came true

Hey folks,
did someone of you ever had the feeling, that a vision you had in daydreams a time ago, comes true in nearly the same way you had in your vision/ daydream?

Added by Kaleo on September 13, 2023 at 8:40am — 6 Comments

Lonely Daydreaming

I have been a daydreamer for most part of my life. Childhood trauma kicked in and i did not have any choice.  I am active but i have distanced myself from the society. I did not concentrate on my career, I never had a girl friend all i have is an imaginary girl, I want to break this cycle by having a girlfriend,  But in India it is hard to find one. A one side love and rejection is only making this worse day by day. A good part of my life is wasted on daydreaming, Yet i am coming back and…

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Added by Mahe on August 15, 2023 at 11:47pm — 1 Comment

Meds

Has anyone tried Abilify (aripriprazole) or Quetiapine (seroquel) with any success?  TIA

Added by Michael Luck on August 7, 2023 at 1:24am — 1 Comment

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