Jessica Ballantyne
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Started this discussion. Last reply by Jessica Ballantyne Jan 23. 9 Replies

Has anybody ever fallen behind in life and made to live with their parents longer, because of MDD?I quit and glad that I did. I feel like I made a mess of everything. My dad told me complacency gets…Continue

I have rubber stoppers in my ears

Started this discussion. Last reply by Jessica Ballantyne Nov 27, 2020. 4 Replies

I doesn't matter what's on my mind. If I'm somewhere else, and someone is talking to me, it's going to be a big problem. For instance, I came down to the kitchen for lunch, and mom said she'll heat…Continue

Jessica

Started this discussion. Last reply by Theaxe Nov 8, 2020. 1 Reply

Hi, it's nice to find somebody whose just like me. Continue

Do Not Do This

Started this discussion. Last reply by Aquafirewolf Sep 16, 2020. 7 Replies

You guys, PLEASE DO NOT DAYDREAM if you achingly want a much better life. I've been an MD'er for 20 years, and I just quit. We'll it's really hard, but I'll never be the same person again. I went on…Continue

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Sometimes I think people can see right through me. Maybe it's my body language or the look in my eyes give it away. I feel like people can see me wander, no matter how hard I fake that I'm with it. It doesn't have to be my family, it can be strangers on the street. These people might not even know me at all. Normally I'm quiet and sometimes blank faced, still I have this feeling that anybody close to me, even in the room, knows what I'm actually doing. I don't always make faces and whisper, and…See More
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"I stopped for a few reasons. I was getting older, and stopped believing in my old nonsense. I was lacking independence and autonomy, and was acting like a semi-adult. I think my fantasies have effected my adaptation into this world, and my ability…"
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Sometimes I think...

Posted on March 31, 2021 at 2:31pm 0 Comments

Sometimes I think people can see right through me. Maybe it's my body language or the look in my eyes give it away. I feel like people can see me wander, no matter how hard I fake that I'm with it. It doesn't have to be my family, it can be strangers on the street. These people might not even know me at all. Normally I'm quiet and sometimes blank faced, still I have this feeling that anybody close to me, even in the room, knows what I'm actually doing. I don't always make faces and…

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Why I stopped

Posted on March 28, 2021 at 1:57pm 3 Comments

I used to think MD was cool. Kind of like when someone smokes. I was a young kid, and didn't know what harm MD can actually do. I did believe that MD was assuring me that life will get better and adventurous, at that. So I looked forward to experiencing an amazing life. What I didn't realize is that MD was lying to me the whole time. It didn't promise anything of the sort. It was just a sequence of entertaining stories in my head that kept me going. I have noticed while I was doing…

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Why I stopped

Posted on March 28, 2021 at 1:57pm 0 Comments

I used to think MD was cool. Kind of like when someone smokes. I was a young kid, and didn't know what harm MD can actually do. I did believe that MD was assuring me that life will get better and adventurous, at that. So I looked forward to experiencing an amazing life. What I didn't realize is that MD was lying to me the whole time. It didn't promise anything of the sort. It was just a sequence of entertaining stories in my head that kept me going. I have noticed while I was doing…

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I preferred my dreams

Posted on March 8, 2021 at 1:32pm 0 Comments



Ever since I was so young, I preferred my fantasies over real individuals and events. I took the way life looked for granted. I hoped to someday meet my ideal boyfriend. Thing is, the kind of friends I sought could never be ideal or perfect. For the past twenty years, I'd stare at a wall or the floor and imaging an ideal life and relationship. Then important matters would pop up, and I'd snap my face awake and realize I'm making it all up. If I took action and made things happen. Not…

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At 11:40pm on March 21, 2021, Sakshee Dhumal said…

Hey do you mind if I ask what kinda job do you do Rn? I'm still a student and I've always wondered what people like us, who have MD, do when they grow up.

At 12:55pm on February 22, 2021, Varya said…
Hi. You can write to me as well, just in case. You seem like a nice and interesting person. varvaraamarantha@gmail.com
At 5:22pm on February 15, 2021, Raul said…
hi, if you want to talk, this is my email, i can hear you, talk to a person who goes through the same situation helps. raulvasconcelosb@gmail.com
 
 
 

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