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Does anybody feel that daydreams Maladjusted their growth and development?

Started this discussion. Last reply by Mina on Saturday. 2 Replies

Does anyone feel that daydreams made their growth and development maladjusted to life? If I had known this as a kid, I probably would've stopped on the spot. Everybody my age is way more mature than…Continue

I constantly freeze

Started this discussion. Last reply by Jessica Ballantyne Jul 29. 103 Replies

I stopped being active with maladaptive daydreaming years back. I have crucial responsibilities, try to stay away and concentrate, but notice that I suddenly wonder off and my eyes go dazed for a…Continue

Crazy

Started May 31 0 Replies

When I was young (teens and 20's) I got carried away and overindulged with MD. I guess that I was too young to understand that's just life and it's going to get harder. Instead of growing and…Continue

Pretending to be other people

Started Apr 27 0 Replies

Back in secondary school, my English teacher noticed how extremely quiet I was sitting there, not taking part in everybody's conversations. At some point I took part in a curling club, she…Continue

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Jessica Ballantyne replied to Penelope Jane Clark's discussion How does MDD connect with the real world?
"I can't...I'll never drive. It's a long story. "
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Jessica Ballantyne replied to Penelope Jane Clark's discussion How does MDD connect with the real world?
"I can understand a straight ongoing road, still for me, I always think, what if there was a drunk or doped speeder? That could've even happened in the quietude of woodland trails, or a wasteland. You're lucky you know how and when to…"
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Jessica Ballantyne replied to Penelope Jane Clark's discussion How does MDD connect with the real world?
"My name is jessica. "
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Jessica Ballantyne replied to Penelope Jane Clark's discussion How does MDD connect with the real world?
"Also you have to be a very good driver, and avoid any jackass who want to side swipe and tailgate you. "
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Jessica Ballantyne replied to Penelope Jane Clark's discussion How does MDD connect with the real world?
"I stopped driving at 20, because I live in an area where traffic is hectic and roads are crazy in some places, and we have high speed freeways. Lots of intersections and lights. "
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Jessica Ballantyne replied to Penelope Jane Clark's discussion How does MDD connect with the real world?
"How can you drive when you are a daydreamer? "
Friday
Martino replied to Jessica Ballantyne's discussion Does anybody feel that daydreams Maladjusted their growth and development?
"I don't know about others but, talking about me, yes, it affected me, and even in a high level. Because it made me find a way to escape from all my demons and my problems instead of facing them, something that I'm still doing today in a…"
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Does anybody feel that daydreams Maladjusted their growth and development?

Does anyone feel that daydreams made their growth and development maladjusted to life? If I had known this as a kid, I probably would've stopped on the spot. Everybody my age is way more mature than me, and I blame it on my MD. See More
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Jessica Ballantyne commented on Mils's blog post I could've been someone
"I feel like I daydreamed my 20's and 30's away. It took my attention away from things—friends, experiences, travel, learning, career, family etc. I thought it was a spiritual guide to a bright and happy future. Instead it lead to a…"
Aug 29
Jessica Ballantyne replied to Valeria Franco's discussion Feeling like being someone else
"I haven't socialized with people in quite a period of time, at least, since the virus outbreak. I stopped working onsite, and had no real social skills to get out there, and connect with others, because all I knew for years of my life was my…"
Aug 29
Jessica Ballantyne replied to Penelope Jane Clark's discussion How does MDD connect with the real world?
"I have to confess I was a "goof" all my life. Since I was a kid, I didn't really take anything seriously, except for my art. I fell on my face everywhere else, wasn't successful at other practices. I am very good creatively and…"
Aug 29
Jessica Ballantyne commented on Mils's blog post I could've been someone
"I understand the feeling. I feel like I lost 25 years to daydreaming. If I had problems that I needed to work out, I could've followed people's valuable advice, and worked hard to become a better ME. Instead of daydreaming my head off and…"
Aug 26
Jessica Ballantyne replied to Penelope Jane Clark's discussion How does MDD connect with the real world?
"I want to make a better impression so that I can make friends. But I've been introvert, haven't practiced for years and just got over my MD state. I used to not be liked when I was on the scene, and most times, it was very awful. I…"
Aug 26
Jessica Ballantyne replied to Penelope Jane Clark's discussion How does MDD connect with the real world?
"I didn't go to a therapist. I realized that doing MD was not a good idea. It's easy when you're a kid, people treat you like you're a kid. When I became an adult in the real world, things got a little too intense for me.…"
Aug 23
Jessica Ballantyne replied to Martino's discussion Having Maladaptive Daydreaming since 6 years old, now is getting critical
"I got bullied a lot when I was young. I was scrutinized like I was socially weird with a mind million miles away. I always received the same reactions from people, no matter the race, age, group, so on. I just didn't fit in. I think I do…"
Aug 21
Jessica Ballantyne replied to Martino's discussion Having Maladaptive Daydreaming since 6 years old, now is getting critical
"As fascinating as my daydreams were, they impacted how I communicated and interacted with people, made them think I'm spiteful, don't like them, rude, and hard of hearing. Sometimes I think my condition sabotaged me from having these…"
Aug 21

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If only I did it better

Posted on May 24, 2024 at 9:46am 2 Comments

Parents have been telling their kids over the years that daydreaming doesn't get you ahead in the world. My parents never knew that I was a daydreamer, at least my mom didn't, and I was a very quiet kid. I was always thinking and trailing off now and then. Rather than staying in the present moment with others. I didn't tell them what's been going on in that head of mine. 



Whatsoever, when I was 12, my dreams began to get very thick and overpowering. It made me feel wonderful…

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Verbal Skills

Posted on May 2, 2024 at 8:01pm 0 Comments

I was a maladaptive daydreamer all my life, but it got overpowering starting at 12. I am shocked at how I didn't grow adjusted to my worldly environment and social situations. When I was floundering in other fictional worlds, I wasn't learning to excelerate my volcabulary, speech, and social interaction skills, but also my world perception, such as politics, religion, history, culture, and economics. Eventually, I grew up sounding like an idiot with no brain. Truly I'm a smart,…

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Outside my head

Posted on June 4, 2021 at 1:26pm 990 Comments

This is going to sound annoying. Living in a town for 29 years, all I ever heard by others is that I'm so quiet. They literally couldn't get a word out of me. I was too busy daydreaming in my head to realize how I looked on the outside. I actually never knew it made me look stupid. Non-family can be vigorous that way. I always used MD as a way to escape my frustrations, but it did me more harm that good, so I had to quit. It was the best decision I made. 



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Friends are not from Dreams

Posted on May 18, 2021 at 4:47pm 10 Comments

I spent my whole life looking forward to friends and relationships, and this actually could've happened, if I wasn't living on another planet. When I was a kid, I used to ponder around my room and other parts of the house, imagining situations of how I could meet young people in my area. I'd stand in our shady family office, looking at drawings and poetry, wishing that friends would suddenly pop out of nowhere and say hi. All I had to do was talk to my classmates, get their phone…

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At 11:40pm on March 21, 2021, Sakshee Dhumal said…

Hey do you mind if I ask what kinda job do you do Rn? I'm still a student and I've always wondered what people like us, who have MD, do when they grow up.

At 12:55pm on February 22, 2021, Varya said…
Hi. You can write to me as well, just in case. You seem like a nice and interesting person. varvaraamarantha@gmail.com
At 5:22pm on February 15, 2021, Raul said…
hi, if you want to talk, this is my email, i can hear you, talk to a person who goes through the same situation helps. raulvasconcelosb@gmail.com
 
 
 

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