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I have rubber stoppers in my ears

Started this discussion. Last reply by Jessica Ballantyne on Friday. 4 Replies

I doesn't matter what's on my mind. If I'm somewhere else, and someone is talking to me, it's going to be a big problem. For instance, I came down to the kitchen for lunch, and mom said she'll heat…Continue

Jessica

Started this discussion. Last reply by Theaxe Nov 8. 1 Reply

Hi, it's nice to find somebody whose just like me. Continue

Do Not Do This

Started this discussion. Last reply by Aquafirewolf Sep 16. 7 Replies

You guys, PLEASE DO NOT DAYDREAM if you achingly want a much better life. I've been an MD'er for 20 years, and I just quit. We'll it's really hard, but I'll never be the same person again. I went on…Continue

Did you believe your MD would Materialize?

Started this discussion. Last reply by Jessica Sep 10. 1 Reply

I used to be an MD'er (ages 12-30), but I eventually stopped. I couldn't take it anymore. Looking back, all I remember is being out of it and not living a normal life. When I completed highschool, I…Continue

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Amanda replied to Jessica Ballantyne's discussion I make faces when I daydream
"Jessica, I'm so sorry this happened to you. I want to say - It's not THE truth. Truth is subjective. Frankly, the way your mother talked to you is a little emotionally abusive in my opinion. It's okay for people to express needs to…"
Saturday
Jessica Ballantyne replied to Jessica Ballantyne's discussion I make faces when I daydream
"This is going to sound really embarrassing. My parents just gave me strong answer to my years of troubles in being a social misfit. This morning I woke up earlier than usual, and my mom who always rises early was trying to be quiet, as it's…"
Saturday
Jessica Ballantyne replied to Jessica Ballantyne's discussion I have rubber stoppers in my ears
"I've never been much of a talker all my life. As a matter of fact, I was extremely quiet. As far back as I can remember, people were always wondering if I was smart. So I never had a real relationship with guys. I've had relationships…"
Friday
Daniel C Cunningham replied to Jessica Ballantyne's discussion I have rubber stoppers in my ears
"When I become aware of the "silence", coming out of MaDD, I sometimes also become aware of the ringing in my ears too.  But, as far as not hearing what people around you are saying, I.M.O. that happens - to anyone - when they are…"
Thursday
Cane replied to Jessica Ballantyne's discussion I have rubber stoppers in my ears
"I agree. I am very much aware of silence  and nothingness when I stop day dreaming as well as the start feeling uneasy/discomfort. I always slip into daydreaming as soon as this discomfort increases.  It's like a reflex action to…"
Thursday
Jessica Ballantyne replied to Jessica Ballantyne's discussion I make faces when I daydream
"I'm 34 yo and on the inside I'm just a kid. I still struggle to handle real world responsibilities. A big percentage of my daydreams was a combination of mystery, suspense, Rom and adventure, probably classic sci fi too (such as alien).…"
Thursday
Amanda replied to Jessica Ballantyne's discussion I make faces when I daydream
"I have faith you will. <3"
Thursday
Daniel C Cunningham replied to Jessica Ballantyne's discussion I make faces when I daydream
"I hate it when I get busted for tripping out like that. A big percentage of my DD's are violent."Revenge fantasies" as some call it. And in recent years -since I am 73 y.o.  - or my body is, though inside I am 23 - I am doing a…"
Thursday
Jessica Ballantyne replied to Jessica Ballantyne's discussion I make faces when I daydream
"It's a long story, but I grew up getting the wrong ideas about everything. Like I lived in my very own world. Everybody was down to earth and grew with the facts in life. Whereas I looked at life in a more inflated way. I held a belief system…"
Nov 22
Valeria Franco replied to Jessica Ballantyne's discussion I have rubber stoppers in my ears
"The noise inside our head can be loud, so loud we don't hear anything else. When I was stuck in MD, I remember the odd sensation of getting out of a fantasy and experiencing the silence in the house... Actually there had been silence also…"
Nov 21
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I have rubber stoppers in my ears

I doesn't matter what's on my mind. If I'm somewhere else, and someone is talking to me, it's going to be a big problem. For instance, I came down to the kitchen for lunch, and mom said she'll heat up the soup "twice." My mind was stuck on my freelance project. So I acted like I didn't hear a thing. And she brought it up with me, and said "Your mind's somewhere else. You didn't listen to what I said, twice. I said I'll heat up the soup first."It's amazing when your mind isn't in the present,…See More
Nov 18
Amanda replied to Jessica Ballantyne's discussion I make faces when I daydream
"<3"
Nov 16
Jessica Ballantyne replied to Jessica Ballantyne's discussion I make faces when I daydream
"Gosh, thank you. "
Nov 16
Amanda replied to Jessica Ballantyne's discussion I make faces when I daydream
"I'm so happy to hear about your new project. I hope it goes really well. Life is so difficult, you have nothing to be ashamed of, Jessica. I relate to a lot of what you're saying. I have become good at grieving because so many things I…"
Nov 16
Jessica Ballantyne replied to Jessica Ballantyne's discussion I make faces when I daydream
"I scarcely have friends, well I don't socialize and it's coronavirus, which smells. I do have a best friend since sophomore year, but we don't talk and hang out much. She's busy working and doing stuff. So I have to make new…"
Nov 16
Amanda replied to Jessica Ballantyne's discussion I make faces when I daydream
"Oh, you know I'm autistic. I think a lot of people with asperger's or autism are also avid daydreamers. For a while a lot of my friends would call me "space cadet" because they could tell I was always floating off or because I…"
Nov 16

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