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Upshots of MD

Started this discussion. Last reply by Jessica Ballantyne on Saturday. 9 Replies

Has anybody ever fallen behind in life and made to live with their parents longer, because of MDD?I quit and glad that I did. I feel like I made a mess of everything. My dad told me complacency gets…Continue

I have rubber stoppers in my ears

Started this discussion. Last reply by Jessica Ballantyne Nov 27, 2020. 4 Replies

I doesn't matter what's on my mind. If I'm somewhere else, and someone is talking to me, it's going to be a big problem. For instance, I came down to the kitchen for lunch, and mom said she'll heat…Continue

Jessica

Started this discussion. Last reply by Theaxe Nov 8, 2020. 1 Reply

Hi, it's nice to find somebody whose just like me. Continue

Do Not Do This

Started this discussion. Last reply by Aquafirewolf Sep 16, 2020. 7 Replies

You guys, PLEASE DO NOT DAYDREAM if you achingly want a much better life. I've been an MD'er for 20 years, and I just quit. We'll it's really hard, but I'll never be the same person again. I went on…Continue

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Jessica Ballantyne replied to Jessica Ballantyne's discussion Upshots of MD
"It's a long story. I was a dreamer since I was an infant. It only got stronger when I turned 13. That's when I created alternative worlds in my head. I was too young to understand why I got bullied and didn't fit in. I couldn't…"
Saturday
Life must be replied to Jessica Ballantyne's discussion Upshots of MD
"Thankx a lot this all I try since befor that I know about the daydream I was know that I do what wrong I was know that this make me not living my life but sometime we can nothing change so is this"
Saturday
Jessica Ballantyne replied to Jessica Ballantyne's discussion Upshots of MD
"Just tell yourself, "This is not real. This is going to desert me. I will never achieve my goals this way. I'm not who I imagine myself to be. Complacency doesn't get me anywhere." Try changing your daily routines. Gear your…"
Friday
Jessica Ballantyne commented on Grace's blog post My Personal Experience With Maladaptive Daydreaming
"I started to quite MDD at 30, when I took up an important job at the office, and I realized that I was old enough to live on my own. Unfortunately now I'm 34 going on 35, I'm unemployed in this pandemic and I still live at home. I'm…"
Friday
Life must be replied to Jessica Ballantyne's discussion Upshots of MD
"How I can quit daydream"
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Jessica Ballantyne commented on Grace's blog post My Personal Experience With Maladaptive Daydreaming
"Some people can damage their life with simply daydreaming, and others can manage living two lives without conflict. Apparently, I failed to conceal that I do this. Practically, everybody I've met found out my secret, just by looking at my eyes.…"
Thursday
Jessica Ballantyne replied to Jessica Ballantyne's discussion Upshots of MD
"Thing is, others read body language very easily, because they interact everyday. I've had kids, teens and adults simply notice that I stare at nothing, so they shout, comment, even snap a finger. I might try to stop going deep into thought…"
Jan 19
Jessica Ballantyne replied to Jessica Ballantyne's discussion Upshots of MD
"I do miss my MDD stories, but I had no option. I had to quit doing this. I can't hide my MDD. I'm very quiet and don't behave right, got Aspergers, so I give people an impression that I wonder. This mixed together gave me an unstable…"
Jan 18
Jessica Ballantyne commented on Grace's blog post My Personal Experience With Maladaptive Daydreaming
"I've been a MD'er for roughly 15-20 years, but I eventually quit, because it was getting freaky. I didn't manage to get my own life and adapt into the world very well. But I'll be blunt. I feel like I've been walking about…"
Jan 15
Jessica Ballantyne commented on Brett L's blog post The roots of my imaginary self and life
"My mom is some of those people who doesn't think daydreaming is mature "grown-ass" behaviour. I wish she would visit this site and see how many people (decades older) actually do this everyday. Of course, I stopped, 'cause I…"
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Jessica Ballantyne replied to Jessica Ballantyne's discussion Upshots of MD
"It's a long twisty story. When I was young, I thought I was normal, and just different. I had no idea that I had Asperger syndrome and that it made me verbally challenged. I felt cut out from the crowds, so I used MD to make me feel loved and…"
Jan 6
Valeria Franco replied to Jessica Ballantyne's discussion Upshots of MD
"I left home not late, but I was late before, in my teenager years, and I think the lack of experience in relationships at that time had some effect in my future, as I was not that ready to see problems and let me with the sense of lacking something…"
Jan 6
Jessica Ballantyne commented on Brett L's blog post The roots of my imaginary self and life
"I really should've taken psychotherapy in the first place. MD sort of damaged my future. I lived in the same house all my life. It makes me feel so bad. I may not ever have a normal adulthood. I started fantasizing as a child, thinking it was…"
Jan 6
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Upshots of MD

Has anybody ever fallen behind in life and made to live with their parents longer, because of MDD?I quit and glad that I did. I feel like I made a mess of everything. My dad told me complacency gets you nowhere, and he was not wrong.See More
Dec 30, 2020

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