Where wild minds come to rest
There's a conversation in her eyes,
Continents and oceans,
Stars and moons,…Continue
Added by Fallen Messenger on September 23, 2017 at 2:06pm — No Comments
I feel like I've been talking a lot lately and that's something I don't usually do, but I found something out today.
A few months ago my sister (17 years old) mentioned that she thinks she might have Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) and I kind of dismissed it. Earlier today I brought it up again because she had one of her mood swings. I researched the disorder a bit and found out that she needs counseling right away or else her chances of a full recovery will drop from…Continue
This isn't much of a blog post in my opinion, but I just want to vent.
I do extemporaneous public speaking competitions for FFA at my school. That kinf of public speaking is where you have a few minutes to prepare a speech out of a little but of info. The reason I put myself, a complete introvert, into this position, was because my idealized self is a public speaker. And a very famous public speak at that. Because in my head I am able to perfect those speeches, it causes me…Continue
CURSE OF THE IMAGINATION
WRITTEN ON 7/5/17 AT 4:12 PM
I was on the verge of greatness,
but then the greatest catastrophe,
even the consequence of entropy.
My passion became a cold fire,
I believe that in my case, the only upside to maladaptive daydreaming is the heightened creativity. I use this creativity to write poetry. I spend the last few days working on a particular poem about maladaptive daydreaming. I figure that it does no good rotting away in my drawer so I might as well share it with all of you.
(completed 6/27/17 at 1:25 PM)
I am near,
But I am far,
I am lost,
I am broken,
I was surfing online and I found this awesome website about MD. It has some interesting perspectives. I recommend you check it out here! Anyways, dream on my friends!
Added by Fallen Messenger on May 25, 2017 at 6:30am — No Comments
I'm almost finished writing a poetry book and I felt like I should share just a few poems that relate to MD.
10/14/16 2:29 pm
I'm slowly drifting to the end of the earth.
I'm slowing become someone else.
Losing my mind.
I have been a maladaptive daydreamer my whole life...or ever since I could remember. But honestly, I don't remember much. I have close to zero recollection of my childhood. I don't remember last week hardly at all. I have wonderful short term memory, kinda. I remember important things like eating, sleeping, and going to school. But I don't have any memory of little things. I will set my phone down and walk away, I come back in a frantic search to find my phone because I don't remember…Continue
---WARNING! LONG POST AHEAD!---
Lately, on this website I've noticed less and less posts about "curing" MD or just finding hope through and for MD. This post I feel is my own personal thoughts and a response to the post my maro called "Why we are proud of daydreaming?..." I agree with maro on many points, but I feel he is getting the wrong idea. We…Continue
I am going to warn you, this WILL be a lengthy post! I am going to share with you about my current daydreams!
It all started about four years ago. I decided to read a book that my friends have been pressuring me to read, the book is the Maximum Ride series, great books! But That isn't all... after reading all eight books in 2-3 months, my mind wanted more, a better ending... my mind wanted me in the book. I started my daydreaming when I…Continue
People don't know how many lies I've old to cover up that I have mdd( especially with my parents) I have been daydreaming ever since I could remember, my first maladaptive daydreams were of mermaids, then of angles and super heroes. I have created a complex family tree that I have been dwelling upon for about 4 years now, moving from character to character. I tried a media fast, but that only made things worse, it gave me more free time to imagine Cancri E, the plant Amity is from,and Amity…Continue