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I don't know whats happening to me...

Started this discussion. Last reply by Fallen Messenger Jul 18, 2017. 5 Replies 0 Likes

So this started 4 weeks ago from when I'm writing this... I've noticed that my overwhelming desire to be like my 4 alter egos has manifested almost like voices in my head. Not like schizophrenic…Continue

OCD & Trauma, do they effect your alter-ego?

Started this discussion. Last reply by MatthewR May 26, 2017. 7 Replies 0 Likes

Dimmer and I were having a conversation about the root of MD. We came across a question I need your input on to find the answer to.If the reason you started maladaptivly DDing was some sort of…Continue

Depending on alter ego

Started this discussion. Last reply by Fallen Messenger May 9, 2016. 10 Replies 0 Likes

Whenever I am in a stressful situation, I either whisper or say in my head "amity Amoura amity Amoura amity Amoura..." Does anyone else do this. I think I have depended on Amity my alter ego to save…Continue

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Long have I suffered with MD. I have memory loss because of it, I have lost many friends because of it, and I have lost myself because of it. But it's not all bad. I believe that it's better to focus on the positives rather than the negatives. We have a heightened creativity and strong empathy. I love writing poetry particularly about MD. Find your own little Heaven in the mist of the Hell we call Maladaptive Daydreaming. Dream On!

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MD just fading away

Posted on October 16, 2022 at 6:36am 3 Comments 2 Likes

I am 20 now and I used to be utterly immersed in daydreaming since as young as I can remember. My dreamworld was constantly growing increasingly complex. This continued until I turned 18 and moved out. At the time, I had a lot of trauma in relation… Continue

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My sister has Borderline Personality Disorder

Posted on July 13, 2017 at 4:46pm 1 Comment 0 Likes

I feel like I've been talking a lot lately and that's something I don't usually do, but I found something out today.

A few months ago my sister (17 years old) mentioned that she thinks she might have Borderline Personality Disorder…

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Not living up to my idealized self

Posted on July 12, 2017 at 10:00am 5 Comments 1 Like

This isn't much of a blog post in my opinion, but I just want to vent.

I do extemporaneous public speaking competitions for FFA at my school. That kinf of public speaking is where you have a few minutes to prepare a speech out of a…

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"Well I quit MD, it just went too far. It distracted me from living my life. It didn't promise…"

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At 3:37am on July 14, 2017, Annie said…: Hello! Thank you for the friend request! I actually printed out your gateway poem and taped it into my MDD diary yesterday. SO inspiring. I love how you call your MD world your glass cage. I hope you feel good today! :-*, Annie