Chapter 5: Meeting "Him"

I partially woke up hearing Stefani's cellphone going off, "Hello? You're going to be here when? Ok babe see you then. Love you too.." was the conversation I heard before "Shit! Nicole wake up!!!" and a hand shaking my shoulder. I opened my eyes feeling the wave of a painful hangover setting in, "Ugh it feels like an elephant stepped on my head!" I said sitting up holding my head feeling dizzy and sick, "Me too but…

Chapter 4: A First

We got to the hotel at around 2:15am and got into our room quickly avoiding as much paparazzi as we could before we made it. She put the "Do Not Disturb" sign on the doorknob and closed it behind us, "More tequila?" she asked pulling it out of her bag, "Actually I could go for something to eat right now I have epic munchies.." I replied rubbing my hungry stomach. She took out another smaller bag and pulled out a bag of…

Chapter 3: The Bus

"Oh cool! So you're old enough to drink!" she replied with a grin on her face. "Yeah! Does that mean you want to drink with me?" I replied looking a little suprized, "You read my mind monster!" she replied with a grin as she stood up to put her makeup away and grab her purse. "Where are we headed?" I asked curiously as we started to leave the makeup room with the security guards, "Well we're headed to the tour bus for some…

Chapter 2: The Concert

I figured the dinner would be something simple and I was right, just some pizza, pop, and Lady GaGa music playing everywhere. I fit right in with the other "little monsters" and immediately began to make conversation with some of them about the concert. But there was one thing I noticed, most of the people I was conversing with had only purchased the cheaper Little Monster Zone tickets, which gave you everything else…

Chapter 1: The Concert Ticket

I had been saving up for months with my paychecks from the Apple store and I finally had enough. I couldn't believe I was about to drop $1000 on a VIP ticket to one of the first Born This Way Balls in Detroit, Michigan. It included everything, an autographed laminate picture, a t-shirt, a pre-show dinner, a free pair of heartbeats, front row seats, and best of all a backstage pass; now was my chance to finally…

I am currently writing a fantasy novel that revolves around my celebrity crush called The Kandy Life. I was wondering if anyone would like to read the first 7 chapters (almost finished with the 8th). Reply if you want to read them, but you must know the following before you do:

• I don't care about my grammar, it's pretty decent but not perfect
• If you don't like Lady GaGa then don't bother

Today I was walking through 'my fantasy garden' (actually its just the garden in front of the courthouse where I work)...  the flowers are blooming and green leaves have finally come in.  I noticed what I thought was a big, black dragon fly.   We get those around here sometimes, I always like seeing them.  Well, this time I was wrong.  It wasn't a dragon fly at all, but something I hadn't seen here before.  It was a tiny hummingbird enjoying the nectar from some flowers.  He was…

Hey,

So, I'm 14 and I love to daydream, I enjoy it, but it's getting out of hand. And, this is just me, but it makes me feel crazy...???? My mum and dad say it's okay to daydream, but I would like to stop. I need to focus more on my grades at school and studying. Usually I imagine when I listen to music, but even without it, it's pretty strong, and whenever I pick up my iPod, I get the urge and pull to daydream...

Please???? Can anybody help. 

I was driving this Friday and heard The Great Pretender performed by Freddie Mercury, and I just enjoyed the music. Nothing actually happened, no visions, no imaginary story, nothing. And this was one of my favourite songs for day-dreaming. I guess, I'm not cured yet, but I'm on the way. I've not been day-dreaming for almost two weeks now. I wanted to write a diary of "alternate me", or "what would happen if I continued day-dreaming", but I didn't want to do it. Reality absorbed me so…

Maybe maladaptive daydreaming is like alcoholism, or an addiction to food or drugs. Maybe it's something we'll have to manage every day for the rest of our lives. However I can't help but think there is something chemical happening in my brain. I can feel some sort of reaction, impulse, taking place deep in my skull before I slip into my fantasy world. 

I made 300 hundred dollars today at work. I need to go to sleep as early as possible. I've got to wake up at 5 am attend…

It's summer vacation here in Philippines, so everybody expecting to have fun, hang out, go to beach and do everything. But i guess it wasn't for me, I never had a great summer that everyone should be. I am different kid from the others. I'm like a silent, shy person, weird and most of all boring!!!.(i hate myself to tell that).

I am always at my room doing some research and everything. I never went outside with my friends to have fun.(maybe in some cases) but barely!.. Sometimes, I do…

In spite of my daydreaming I've always been very racional person.  I'm an atheist, not believing in any spiritual world or any supernatural scills. What I believe in is a power of human brain. The power that we still didn't fully discovered. I'm very interested in such thing as hipnosis, NLP, subconcious etc.

This whole area of my interests started a few years ago. While watching BBC (which I've always enjoyed because of my love to everything what's british) I came across a…

so i'm driving to work, ( i often 'play' in my car), and one character is having a really emotional heart-to-heart with another character.  The next thing i realise, i'm bawling my eyes out (becuase the character's bawling her eyes out and it's such a special moment... ), and the beggar next to my car is giving me funny looks... So i gotta snap out of it... Once i'm back in the real world, the tears are suddenly completely gone. 

I think i must look really strange…

I'm a fighter and I refuse to let this.. whatever this is.... get the best of me. I've got to make an appointment to speak to someone promptly. I've held this shameful, embarrassing habit inside me for so long and it's time to get it taken care of once and for all. 

Is it possible not to make the choice? Is this true that any time we make an important (or even any) choice, we create a parallel universe, where the scenrario is like what would happen, if we made a difference choice? Is it possible to be in two places at the same time? Is this true that my dreams are the life of alternate me in parallel universe and my life is the dream of alternate me in parallel universe? Quantum physics answers "yes" to all above questions. It's hard and boring…

Its kind of weird, my Mom called yesterday about needing surgery and I nearly forgot.  I block it out because it worries me too much...  last night I turn to my two retreats: daydreaming and video games.  I was feeling ill, possibly the anxiety triggering another migraine, so after work I just went to bed.  Daydream for awhile, until the migraine makes me nauseous.   Then I drink some coffee (soothes my head), take a Vicodin and a anti-nausea pill.  I lay back in bed to play Final Fantasy…

I'm a new person that just joined!

Uh, let's see here... I have terrible word economy

I daydreamed a lot when I was younger, but there were many kids that did, it was usually about Pokemon/Digimon and various monster-related things and creatures. People thought I was awesome, I had the best stories, I could draw the coolest Mecha, and Teachers praised my creative writing...

When I entered high school there was obviously something wrong with me,…

When on dreaming detox, you start noticing so many things, you never saw before. Your sister has been watching Queer as folk for a few months and she wants to talk it. Your mom started learning foreign language and tries to talk in it via Skype. Apricot trees didn't die because of the snow on May 3rd. Zuza changed hair color and you're the first person to notice it. She says: "That's really awful. I hate it", but she smiles. The accountant guy gives you a compliment and cannot…

I just wanted to put a little of my story out there and sort of introduce myself...

There have been times in my life when I believed that my daydreaming was no more harmful than watching television.  Actually at times it wasn't.  I did it when I was bored or nervous about something as a way to relax.  I've never really been able to watch t.v. or movies too much because I don't like the way that my mind gets trapped.  If one is on any where in the room I can't think about…