Maybe maladaptive daydreaming is like alcoholism, or an addiction to food or drugs. Maybe it's something we'll have to manage every day for the rest of our lives. However I can't help but think there…

[Ms.Coquette]

Maybe maladaptive daydreaming is like alcoholism, or an addiction to food or drugs. Maybe it's something we'll have to manage every day for the rest of our lives. However I can't help but think there is something chemical happening in my brain. I can feel some sort of reaction, impulse, taking place deep in my skull before I slip into my fantasy world. 

 

I made 300 hundred dollars today at work. I need to go to sleep as early as possible. I've got to wake up at 5 am attend school and then go to work at 6:30. (I'm a stripper) 

 

I've got to look pretty too. There is a lot of competition and I plan to be top earner. I've done it before and I can do it again. 

God men can be stupid. Here are some lovely antidotes from my day... 

 

(Two guys come in one is actually texting while I'm dancing two inches naked from his nose... I approach them later to ask for a dance) 

 

Me: Would you like a dance (leans toward stupid guy while positioning butt in front of guy #1)

stupid guy: No, no thank you.

Me: are you sure ??(leans forward more)

stupid guy: yes. I'm sure I'm sure (rudely) 

Me: What about you? (Turns to guy #1)

guy #1: you did that on purpose. 

me: did what?

guy #1 you just purposely stuck your butt in my face. 

me: I did not. I know! God.. it's not proportionate to my body "laughs"

 

 

me: Anyway. How are you? Can I but in or is this an intimate conversation. 

guy #1: God ahead...

me: Oh well, how do you two know each other?

guy #1: Oh he is my boyfriend ( referring to stupid guy) 

me: (turns to stupid guy) well that would explain the texting while I'm dancing... 

guy #1: that's what I said. You have a beautiful ass. Look at him. Look at his shirt. Doesn't he look like a popsicle? 

me: Yes a gay cream popsicle. (smiles) 

(turns to guy #1)

me: So did you want to do a dance? 

Guy #1: Sure ( spends 180 dollars on dances... yayy!!)

 

that was real .....not a fantasy.... haha... 

 

i just thought it was funny. 

 

ekjslfjdlksfjsdlfjk lordy lord... xanax really helps calm me down... okay got to homework now... 

 

 

keeep in mind im jsut writing.... ignore the spelling/ punctuation.......