March 2014 Blog Posts (27)

The easy way out

It seems no matter what I do what I say what I try no one ever cares about me. And even when my mind is lost within all the usual train of thoughts, my main love is to find myself dead. Because no one's there to save me I just die alone and hopeless with out I strand of hope or a person there to mourn me. That is usually the case in such thoughts. Even now more than ever all I want is to no longer exist to have no more interaction. I feel so hated every single day of my life I can't bare to be.… Continue

Added by Mишка (Miska) on March 31, 2014 at 3:07pm — 3 Comments

Interview with my main character, Alex Stone

I posted this in the Famous Project thread that escarei started, but I thought I would share here separately, for those who aren't following that post.

I got into character as Alex and conducted my own real interview. It was a lot of fun! I hope more of you make videos like this, even if you just give us the raw, uncut footage. It would be really interesting to me!…


Added by Queen Dopamine on March 28, 2014 at 7:54pm — 6 Comments

How do you cope with maladaptive daydreaming?

So here's the thing. I used to love maladaptive daydreaming because it gave me a safer happier world to rely on. But now I realized, I could've had so much more in life if I didn't spend hours and hours daydreaming. If I'm not listening to music and pacing in the room, I'm zoning out during study time and engaging in scene playing in my head. Either that or I allow myself to sleep for a period of thirty minutes just so I could engage in some sort of fantasy in my head which then turns into 2…


Added by LostSoul99 on March 28, 2014 at 5:01pm — 6 Comments

hopefully a new begining

Hello everyone. I am so glad to have found this site. I am a 50 year old woman who for most of my life thought I was insane because I could not get these voices in my head to go away.  I was convinced that I was schizophrenic because I could not get the noise to stop no matter how much I prayed, begged or medicated myself I think I have been on every anti depressant there is. Of course I was depressed because there was so much I wanted to do but could not because I could not focus. I have…


Added by marla wilcox on March 28, 2014 at 3:14pm — 5 Comments


I daydream excessive because of life. It became hard and I need a release. When there are too much to bear and too much to feel I turn them into stories in my head so that the burden may be lighter.


I am not like some people that say they feel alone in a group of friends, but I understand their feeling. I can sympathy with them—the feeling of being an outsider in group where people know each other. I can understand how my MD developed. I was lonely and hurt. I was afraid and…


Added by Mai Xiong on March 28, 2014 at 1:28am — 2 Comments

MD, "Real Life" & Cheeseburgers

I've had it. I'm completely at my wits end with all the nonsense. Here's the deal. I have had it with all the people blaming MD for ruining their lives. Regardless of popular belief, MD is NOT uncontrollable and if we ever want to be taken seriously about it we have to be very careful of how 'normal' people understand and perceive it, because I personally don't want society to learn incorrect or blown out of proportion ideas and assumptions about it ,then have myself prescribed on the next…


Added by Vendetta_Crazzed on March 27, 2014 at 12:00am — 9 Comments


wowo its been such a long time ive come here . almost a month.. ihave to type fast cuz if mom sees me on the computer and not studying shell scream at me...

the last 2 months have been the most difficult months of my life.. in college i failed for 5 subjects..i couldnt face my classmates after that. evryone knew i had failed because the professors read out the name of failures in the class...

my mom was furious with me... now im under 24 hr surveillance by her ..

i feel so fed…


Added by mary g on March 25, 2014 at 3:46am — 4 Comments

I told someone about my MD and here are the results:

I told one of the guys in my college class about my MD. Before I told him, I had to watch how he reacted to similar things and he reacted just fine. When I told him, he was very supporting and even recommended me to his teacher/ therapist. I really wanted someone professional to talk to so tomorrow me and his teacher/therapist are going to talk about my MD.

Before you talk to anyone close about your MD, watch them react to different types of situations before even considering…


Added by Rosethewolf on March 17, 2014 at 5:05pm — 3 Comments


Hello ladies and gentlemen! What a brilliant night we have, perfect to introduce some new talents, the rising stars of our century! Please welcome:...

Okay, that was enough for playful introduction, let's get to business! 

Browsing through this site I read some of your stories and experiences about MD. Quite a lot of you imagine her/himself in these…


Added by escarei on March 14, 2014 at 8:00am — 34 Comments


Daydreaming Disorder ,Please Dont Ignore it…


Added by Nakul Singh on March 14, 2014 at 2:04am — 2 Comments

I want to tell my parents..but

I not sure if I should even bother.........I want to tell someone close to me...but................I don't know....................its hard to be open like that to someone.......... someone so close to you...........then I imagine how it would play out.............and then......they would slowly......leave me.............

Added by Rosethewolf on March 13, 2014 at 9:25pm — 2 Comments

Hi. I'm new.

I don't know how to put my thoughts into writing yet about whats going on with me yet. . But as recent as yesterday i realized i might have MD. It's the answer to my deranged puzzle. I've had this problem since i was 12 years old. And honestly till a few years ago, it was never something i put much thought in. Just somethibg i did alot everyday. I was diagnoised with Bipolar Disorder and GAD-generalized anxiety disorder in 2011. Thats when i started questioning it. And could not find rhe right… Continue

Added by Whereismymind on March 13, 2014 at 8:06pm — 4 Comments

Driving with MD and ADHD

One of the scariest things I am doing now. I am 19, suck at driving, and my ADHD and MD doesn't help me either.


Added by Rosethewolf on March 12, 2014 at 4:32pm — 1 Comment

Maladaptive Daydreaming and Being Injured

I injured myself yesterday during gym class. I dislocated my knee. It popped back in right away, but in the process of popping out and then in I probably injured a ligament. This has happened before, but the doctor thinks that this time I probably injured a different ligament and might have chipped my bone. I had to go home early and go to the hospital. Today during school it was actually hard for me to daydream. Probably because adapting to being on crutches takes a lot of attention. I got an… Continue

Added by The1andonlyAbber on March 11, 2014 at 8:32pm — 3 Comments

So ironic...

This site is helping me a lot........but I have been trying to do my essay assignment for over a couple of hours now....and I wrote a sentence.....and then my mind is like "wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee!" "what assignmet?"

Then after my brain is done being stupid I switch to my assignment and there is that one sentence.

5 page sentence....thanks mind... :(

Added by Rosethewolf on March 11, 2014 at 6:00pm — 2 Comments

my "other world"

In my "other world" as I call it, I am the leader of the world known as an Alpha. I am strong, beautiful, courageous and i am not even human there. I am a human who can shift into a wolf. But I am also the dangerous type of shifter called a "beast". My world is full of forest, magical beings and impossible things. Every mythical creature that I know about exist here. They live among humans and they either coexist or hurt them. (Right now, I am just scratching the…


Added by Rosethewolf on March 11, 2014 at 12:30pm — 7 Comments

Vaguely discontent, inexplicably ashamed, regrettably desiring attention

I haven't felt like this in awhile, but I am at such a low point in my self-esteem today (or perhaps sleep deprivation) that I find myself feeling ashamed for no particular reason. Then, of course, I start remembering every little thing I've said or done in the past 7 days that I am embarrassed by, or even have the mild possibility of being embarrassed by. Not to mention the general feeling of discontent in my stomach, like I'm waiting for something, desiring something, needing something…


Added by Queen Dopamine on March 9, 2014 at 9:15pm — 1 Comment

So I told my parents about my Maladaptive Daydreaming, and...

It actually went okay! :-D Surprisingly, they believed me right away. I explained it to them and they understood (not at first, but I'm pretty sure they understand now). They said it's okay that I don't want to be cured yet and that I should set goals for myself such as paying more attention to people, etc. I didn't tell them about my friends knowing I have it, though. I'm really glad I told them. I feel so much better now. Thanks for all the support guys :-D

Added by The1andonlyAbber on March 7, 2014 at 9:04pm — 7 Comments

I'm Telling My Parents

I'm going to tell my parents about my maladaptive daydreaming tomorrow evening. I was planning on telling them tonight, but my dad wasn't home tonight, and I want to tell both of them together. I don't want to keep a secret this big from them. Plus I told some of my friends, and I don't think it would be right for my friends to know and not my parents. I found some really good articles on Maladaptive Daydreaming that I printed out to show them. Please share any advice you have about telling… Continue

Added by The1andonlyAbber on March 6, 2014 at 8:20pm — 9 Comments

Philip Seymour Hoffman

It's bad enough that someone so talented, an Oscar winner died in his 40s, but then anyone who loses his/her life to addiction is a tragic loss.  PSH's death was a grim reminder that addiction and staying clean/sober is a life-long battle.

Philip Seymour Hoffman was clean for 23 years, and then last year he went back to drugs. They found him dead with a syringe sticking out of his arm, and bags of heroin in his apartment. Imagine the kind of self-loathing he must have felt, imagine…


Added by Aquarius on March 6, 2014 at 11:22am — 1 Comment

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