Ellie Hale's Blog (8)

Why MD makes me so upset

When I was younger I didn't worry much about MD because I thought I would grow out of it during my teenage years. But I haven't yet. I don't mean to be offensive but I see that there are people in their fifties that still haven't grown out of it and that scares me so bad. MD isn't a battle i'm willing to fight most of my life. MD has ruined so many opportunities for me and ruined friendships that its not even worth the benefits that it gives me.  Its so controlling and so life influencing it…

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Added by Ellie Hale on December 4, 2013 at 9:02pm — 4 Comments

Need help with creative ideas for a novel?

Sorry if I've been posting so much!

But does anyone have any good ideas, charters, plots, settings, story lines, ANYTHING  if you guys like to share... I got an idea already but i don't think it'll take me very far. Perfectibility fiction ideas? Things you'd like to read about?  Thank You!

Added by Ellie Hale on May 7, 2012 at 3:46pm — 4 Comments

Goodbye MD.

Has anyone ever stopped day dreaming? or got close to stopping?  I just don't understand how i can't "stop" its my body my mind i have control over what it does. Or so i thought. I've been dealing with this since i could remember just little fun day dreams nothing to what they're like now.

I've always told my self "when i get to this age it'll be gone" "i'll grow out of it" I'm 15 now and its worse as its ever been. Most kids my age have hobbies or "friends" something they do on…

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Added by Ellie Hale on May 4, 2012 at 8:32pm — 2 Comments

Why do I feel so lost?

I feel like I'm headed to a very dark and bad place in my life right now because of MD. My MD has gotten so bad recently I feel like I'm not even awake almost like I'm someone else is in my place of my life I even day dream at school. I only do three things, tumblr, day dream and eat for the last 2 weeks I could feel myself slipping away and don't talk to my friends that much because of my day dreaming and I have a new obsession with this boy band and I spend most of my time thinking of them,… Continue

Added by Ellie Hale on February 27, 2012 at 8:23pm — 5 Comments

Does this ever let up?

    Recently my MD has been letting up. I'm able to actually go through out my school and focus on my work instead of  when i could get home to start MDing. Everything has gotten better, including my relationships with friends and family etc. Then when i think everything is starting to balance out it comes back harder that ever!…

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Added by Ellie Hale on January 17, 2012 at 9:05pm — 3 Comments

Lucid dreaming

Recently my day dreaming has gotten worse. Now everything seems to trigger it even simple tasks. Since im always wanting to daydream. Im doing final exams right now in schooland that 100 minuets of sitting down at a time.....and its never been this hard not to day dream. Andmy MD has never gotten in the way of my life this much before. I wason the Internet and found out that some people couldlucid dream (control dreams while sleeping). that would make my life so much easier  we spend 50% of…

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Added by Ellie Hale on December 20, 2011 at 9:05pm — 2 Comments

Not really sure anymore

      Somedays it makes me want to cry. To know once I stop day dreaming i'm back in the real world, im stuck with my real thoughts, real people real things. in a real world your no in control of. To know everything I just day dreamed of, the perfect everything would never come true.

    Everytime I feel like i've wasted a part of my…

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Added by Ellie Hale on August 4, 2011 at 1:33am — 2 Comments

A switch for this.

  Sleep used to come natural to me, as natural as breathing came. Something to let my mind rest. But now it seems everything but normal. I'm not sure anymore if maladaptive daydreaming is a good thing or bad anymore, since it keeping me from sleeping, and from really waking up?  

     I mean the first thing i think of when i wake up, isn't what i'm doing today, or what i have planned or my…

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Added by Ellie Hale on June 25, 2011 at 3:03am — No Comments

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