A switch for this.

[Ellie Hale]

  Sleep used to come natural to me, as natural as breathing came. Something to let my mind rest. But now it seems everything but normal. I'm not sure anymore if maladaptive daydreaming is a good thing or bad anymore, since it keeping me from sleeping, and from really waking up?  

     I mean the first thing i think of when i wake up, isn't what i'm doing today, or what i have planned or my family. Its my day dreams. And I'm terrified it's gonna consume me or something. I just really need a switch, or something to turn it off. Its just to bad the switch happends to be inside my head.