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Maladaptive Daydreaming Gone But Now I'm suicidal, How Can I enjoy Life Now?

Started this discussion. Last reply by Tinkerbell Jul 3. 7 Replies

Like many of us I used my MD to live a more full filling life. Even if it was all pretend and in  my head. In the real word I tried modelling, It didn't go exactly as I planned as I didn't always get…Continue

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Maladaptive Daydreaming Making Me Appriciate What I Have Got

Started this discussion. Last reply by Amanda Lewone Dec 15, 2014. 2 Replies

I once had a crush on a guy who was my brother's friend. I never even have the courage to say ," Hello" to him as I was so shy. I fancied him from a far for about 3 years. Something happened and my…Continue

Changes In Maladaptive Daydreaming + Concerns Over It developing Into Something Else

Started this discussion. Last reply by Tinkerbell Oct 12, 2014. 11 Replies

Has anyone experienced changes in their Maladaptive daydreaming, like the actions they do?In an attempt  to control my Maladaptive daydreaming, I began being very strict with myself.  meaning that -I…Continue

If MD Was Accepted Would You Be Ashamed/Proud Of It?

Started this discussion. Last reply by roxanne Jun 30, 2013. 18 Replies

 I have been feeling really low this week  so my MD has increased. Which is how I got caught yesterday. I was sitting in the livingroom with my brother having a moment when he said, "Stop talking to…Continue

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Tinkerbell replied to Tinkerbell's discussion Maladaptive Daydreaming Gone But Now I'm suicidal, How Can I enjoy Life Now?
"Thank you for replying. I'll try."
Jul 3
Tinkerbell replied to Tinkerbell's discussion Maladaptive Daydreaming Gone But Now I'm suicidal, How Can I enjoy Life Now?
"Thank you for replying."
Jul 3
Tinkerbell replied to Tinkerbell's discussion Maladaptive Daydreaming Gone But Now I'm suicidal, How Can I enjoy Life Now?
"Thank you for replying. I'll try."
Jul 3
Silver Swan replied to Tinkerbell's discussion Maladaptive Daydreaming Gone But Now I'm suicidal, How Can I enjoy Life Now?
"Yeah, I see what you mean. I hated my reality for many years. MDD was the only way to make things feel better. I am gradually conforming with real life, but still, I will sink back into daydreams."
Apr 28
Tammy O. replied to Tinkerbell's discussion Maladaptive Daydreaming Gone But Now I'm suicidal, How Can I enjoy Life Now?
"I can relate. I havent been able to quit MDD because I get suicidal when I have to face reality. I feel like quitting. It just seems like there is no point so I go back to MDD and have a temporary bliss. I avoided reality for so long because its…"
Apr 27
Silver Swan replied to Tinkerbell's discussion Maladaptive Daydreaming Gone But Now I'm suicidal, How Can I enjoy Life Now?
"I feel exactly the same as you. My life does feel pointless and meaningless right now. I realized I could've lived a more fulfilling life if I hadn't daydreamed at all. I actually believed in my MDD to an extent I believed anything was…"
Apr 24
Loverboy replied to Tinkerbell's discussion Maladaptive Daydreaming Gone But Now I'm suicidal, How Can I enjoy Life Now?
"I understand it can be complicated trying to find purpose after losing something you depended on so heavily. personally, the thought of not having Madd anymore sounds like losing a part of myself. But there is purpose and meaning to life, I mean if…"
Apr 24
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Maladaptive Daydreaming Gone But Now I'm suicidal, How Can I enjoy Life Now?

Like many of us I used my MD to live a more full filling life. Even if it was all pretend and in  my head. In the real word I tried modelling, It didn't go exactly as I planned as I didn't always get paid but I tried it.I travelled to various places and recorded music demos but ended up having my work stolen.I even joined a writing group group where I had my work digitally recorded and presented to the city council but still, after that. Nothing else became of that. In all of my MD I was…See More
Apr 24
Tinkerbell commented on Andie S.'s blog post 2018 Life Update
"I am so sorry to hear that you have been diagnosed with Schizophrenia.  I stopped MD a few months ago. I just told myself that I needed to face reality and see my life for what it is. Which has made me so depressed and suicidal. I feel like my…"
Apr 24
Tinkerbell replied to Silver Swan's discussion Have no friends outside of daydreaming
"I hope that you find some decent friends who are more understanding, try and meet people online e.t.c.  My situation was different. I always had many friends but they just used me for contacts and to get a  better social life, then when…"
Apr 24
Tinkerbell commented on Tammy O.'s blog post When the going gets tough- The side effects of maladaptive daydreaming
"I stopped MD a few months ago, I just told myself that I needed to just get to focusing on life and if I'm honest. Although I'm glad that I have got rid of MD. Without it, it has made me realise just how shit and horrible my life is.…"
Apr 24
Tinkerbell commented on Louise ström's blog post THERE IS A MOVIE ABOUT US!!
"This film was brilliant when I watched it.I was so astonished that somebody had created a film exactly about Maladaptive Daydreaming, without missing any additional information. "
Apr 24
Tinkerbell replied to Skylar Grey's discussion Have you ever been caught daydreaming?
"Yes. During a stressful period on public transport I was reading and ended up falling into a deep day dream, where I started acting out characters. Which resulted in me being stared at and people staring at me. Another time someone filmed me on…"
Apr 30, 2018
Tinkerbell replied to Dee's discussion When did it start for you?
"When I was 4 years old, right after I had been sexually abused by my mother's boyfriend. On top of that my mother kept it secret from everyone. On top of that my mother showed no affection towards me. If I went downstairs she went upstairs,…"
Apr 30, 2018
Tinkerbell replied to Tammy O.'s discussion Has anyone felt more and more disconnected with reality?
"I am going through exactly the same thing and am closely examining my life, to see what changes I need to make to keep myself healthy. "
Apr 30, 2018
Tinkerbell replied to ozzy castillo's discussion Triggers
"Stress and getting the flu."
Apr 30, 2018

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At 2:44pm on October 18, 2013, Alan said…

Hi Tinkerbell,  what helped me when I got upset and really wanted to daydream was actually concentrating on what made me upset and have thoughts on it like my own opinion to what was going on and this prevented mding.  I mean its ok to daydream but only for short periods of time. mding is when you daydream for hours. 

At 12:37am on September 25, 2013, Lily Morrison said…

I read your comment about finding people with similar issues to yourself and feeling the need to help them, and it resonated with me. I think that going into a friendship to help someone can be less scary because it's more structured. You both have roles: they are the person who needs help and you are the person who helps.

At 10:18am on May 21, 2013, Cordellia Amethyste Rose said…

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