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I believed in my MDD

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I was socially deprived for quite some time, and my maladaptive daydreams actually convinced me that I will eventually connect with somebody, but that time still hasn't come. I was so self-assured by…Continue

I have some interesting Questions

Started this discussion. Last reply by WhiteWing Mar 27. 2 Replies

Have any of you been so embarrassed after you've been caught daydreaming?Have any of you believed in your MDD to an extend that years past and you've noticed that they never came true? How did it…Continue

Lifelong Obstacles when doing MDD

Started this discussion. Last reply by Silver Swan Mar 14. 2 Replies

It's been a challenging ride for me and as an outcome, I was just shocked. I've been practicing MDD for years and I actually believed that my daydreams would materialize some day. Of course, I was…Continue

Relationships in Dreams in comparison to real life bondings

Started this discussion. Last reply by Filly Feb 16. 3 Replies

Has anybody ever wanted a relationship, wanted to find that right someone, and expected to bringthat person into your world, only to meet someone who just got angry or confused when they actually…Continue

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I believed in my MDD

I was socially deprived for quite some time, and my maladaptive daydreams actually convinced me that I will eventually connect with somebody, but that time still hasn't come. I was so self-assured by my daydreams, now I realize these promises were all bogus that came from my head, not that they were ever the truth. I felt very mean afterwards. So, I was turned away from my fantasizing after learning this really tough lesson.See More
Monday
Silver Swan replied to Morgan of Orris's discussion Electric Brain
"Yes absolutely. My daydreams were powerful in my twenties. My mind always felt electrified. Although, people easily found out what I was up to, especially as they clearly noticed my eyes looked spaced out. I was a shy awkward loner who found it…"
Apr 10
Silver Swan replied to Hunter's discussion Share your most peculiar/embarrassing MD characters and stories
" Nicky Dolenz and Peter Tork"
Apr 3
Silver Swan replied to Hunter's discussion Share your most peculiar/embarrassing MD characters and stories
"I find it interesting that you've dreamt up fictional family members of the President and founder of the Microsoft corporation. When I invent fictional stories, they usually involve myself with a pop band member, movie star or TV actor.…"
Apr 2
Silver Swan commented on Koni's blog post I am a senior but i failed a class
"It's been a while since I was a teenager, but I wasn't badly affected by my maladaptive daydreaming until I was a full grown adult. I did go to College and earned a degree, but wasn't very unsuccessful in the working world. I jumped…"
Mar 28
WhiteWing replied to Silver Swan's discussion I have some interesting Questions
"MDD fills that is not in real life. if you got something that is in MDD, there is no reason to keep Daydreaming, the problem that is never enought because it's pure fantasy. it's pure pain."
Mar 27
Nigel Watson replied to Silver Swan's discussion I have some interesting Questions
"I’m 15 and I live with my mom, dad, grandma, and two brothers who are home from college. Since my room is essentially the living room, people are always coming down. I love music and it’s always been one of my passions in life but…"
Mar 25
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I have some interesting Questions

Have any of you been so embarrassed after you've been caught daydreaming?Have any of you believed in your MDD to an extend that years past and you've noticed that they never came true? How did it make you feel?Did any of you believe you'd still get away with achieving things, in spite you've been distracted by your daydreams?Has daydreaming effected your relationships to an extent that you've almost winded up bitterly alone?Has everything you've hoped to fulfill in life nearly got sacrificed…See More
Mar 25
Silver Swan replied to Silver Swan's discussion Lifelong Obstacles when doing MDD
"thank you"
Mar 14
Filly replied to Silver Swan's discussion Lifelong Obstacles when doing MDD
"you can"
Mar 13
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Silver Swan posted a discussion

Lifelong Obstacles when doing MDD

It's been a challenging ride for me and as an outcome, I was just shocked. I've been practicing MDD for years and I actually believed that my daydreams would materialize some day. Of course, I was very young when it got started, roughly around age 12. I realized that I could fantasize, but didn't know terms such as mental illness or maladaptive daydreaming. So, I thought it was Ok to go do this. Well, apparently, it wasn't Ok after all. As everybody easily noticed that my mind was preoccupied…See More
Mar 10
Silver Swan replied to jung hoesuck's discussion Does anyone else have a ''main character'' other than yourself?
"I used to have a "main character" that was an alternative of myself. She had a very refined accent and was attractive. She was smart, talented, bold and very interesting. She had no problems with finding new relationships, but I did. I…"
Mar 5
Silver Swan replied to jung hoesuck's discussion Does anyone else have a ''main character'' other than yourself?
"I used to have a "main character" that was an alternative of myself. She had a very refined accent and was attractive. She was smart, talented, bold and very interesting. She had no problems with finding new relationships, but I did. I…"
Mar 5

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Seeking more tangible things

Posted on August 16, 2018 at 11:07am 0 Comments

I literally spent nearly 20 years day dreaming about needing a boyfriend, but just today, I feel that was a scary thing to do.

I don't know many people who've done this! They basically just payed attention to others and got the partner they wanted, in a super outgoing manner. I wonder if maybe I blocked myself from people too much by diving into MDD. I was never attracted to many real people throughout my life, as they weren't as favorable as my MDD characters. So, I wondered…

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Expressing yourself is everything

Posted on August 13, 2018 at 12:17pm 0 Comments

Everybody use to gossip about me and taunt me in school for a simple reason: I didn't talk at all. I was your shy awkward type who didn't ever fit in. I had a couple friends at a time, but not too many. Everybody else was extremely chatty, super outgoing and extrovert—"and neurotypical." I was the only student that had autism spectrum disorder, so I was challenged with communicating and interacting. So my school and college job experiences were rather traumatic. Even into my…

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I discuss my life situations, but only in my MDD

Posted on July 23, 2018 at 9:02am 0 Comments

Whenever I want to express how I feel about my life situations, I discuss them with imaginary friends, because they actually listen to me without getting snarky. I find that real people don't understand my form of language or they're like "Then, do something something about it." Actually, real people wonder why I've gotten into that situation in the first place, or they can clearly see what's evident, snip at me what's going to happen and what I better do in future. It's as if in…

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It shows

Posted on July 19, 2018 at 8:07am 0 Comments

I don't know how you guys do it! I try everything to conceal my day dreaming. I will put on startled, worried, wary or perplexed expressions to hide it. I'll even move my eyes around and bite my lips. People will still look right at my eyes and maybe even into them! I guess, they still wonder what goes on in my head. If I make a slip up at home and even work, people will think, 'is she wondering?'

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At 3:47pm on December 7, 2018, Fitri Kamelia said…
Just a quick message to say we have started up a new forum on daydreaming. As its a new forum there isn't much content yet but we hope with your input it will grow. It is still a work in progress so any suggestions or offers to moderate would be greatly appreciated. We would really like it if you could join us and share your MD journey with us or even just come along to talk in the chatroom and make a few new friends. We hope to see you there x http://daydreaminblue.freeforums.net/" tabindex="0">Hello Everyone,

Just a quick message to say we have started up a new forum on daydreaming. As its a new forum there isn't much content yet but we hope with your input it will grow. It is still a work in progress so any suggestions or offers to moderate would be greatly appreciated. We would really like it if you could join us and share your MD journey with us or even just come along to talk in the chatroom and make a few new friends. We hope to see you there x

http://daydreaminblue.freeforums.net/

 
 
 

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