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Social Anxiety

Started this discussion. Last reply by Tinkerbell Oct 1, 2014. 5 Replies

How bad is your social anxiety? Do you get depressed during social settings but when you're back in your room, you are fine? Why do  you think you get this way.The reasons why I am asking these…Continue

racist man hits toddler

Started this discussion. Last reply by Tinkerbell May 31, 2013. 15 Replies

Hey everyone. I just stumbled across this. A 60 year old man told a mother to make her baby "shut up" calling the baby a "nigger" and when the baby wouldn't stop crying, he actually went over and…Continue

Hank

Started this discussion. Last reply by Cordellia Amethyste Rose Jul 23, 2012. 9 Replies

I was wondering does anyone know where Hank is. I knew that he was going to delete his account but I didn't think he would delete it without telling me anything. Me and him were really close so I…Continue

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Piper B replied to LostSoul99's discussion Music and Day dreaming in the group Music In DDing
"I listen to Sleeping at Last or Grace Vanderwaal a lot when I daydream, and because the songs are so different the dreams I have tend to vary, sometimes I’m at a funeral for my best friend or I’m singing for people and the guy I like is…"
Oct 3, 2018
Tinkerbell replied to LostSoul99's discussion Social Anxiety
"I don't particularly like crowds or large groups of people. If I am getting public transport I try to find an area with the least amount of people as possible to sit in. It used to be really bad because I would get panic attacks whenever I had…"
Oct 1, 2014
Kai Retana replied to LostSoul99's discussion Social Anxiety
"For me I am pretty disconnected at times, which more or less leads to my social anxiety, at least thats how I see it. I mainly have anxiety starting conversations and speaking in front of a group of people."
Sep 18, 2014
Gwenevere replied to LostSoul99's discussion Social Anxiety
"I used to be more shy than I am now.  I've had a couple of jobs where I have to talk to strangers, and I learned how to make small talk, make people feel comfortable, etc.  Plus, I began to keep a little journal of my social…"
Sep 3, 2014
Mai Xiong replied to LostSoul99's discussion Social Anxiety
"It depends on the social setting. When I am with my friends I feel fine--it is as if I need a foundation to hold on to. I feel most vulnerable in a social setting where I know no one. I still don't understand why I feel this way, but I sense it…"
Sep 1, 2014
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Aug 28, 2014
crimson vita replied to LostSoul99's discussion Social Anxiety
"Hi lostsoul, I think, as far as the social anxiety- because I've always spent so much time with the characters I create in my head, that it is often disappointing getting together/spending time with real people- except for a very few whom.…"
Aug 26, 2014
LostSoul99 commented on Silla Bakht's blog post dark inside _______
"Silla Bakht, I feel similar ways. If you want to PM me and talk about your feelings and what you're going through, I will listen to you whole heartedly and share my story if you just want to relate to someone. Miska, you're a beautiful…"
Aug 26, 2014
LostSoul99 commented on Samantha's blog post Identity confusion, Dissociation and MD
"I'm exactly the same. For the past a few months, I've gotten myself interested in a completely different language of music so it would suit my daydreams. The themes I pick up comes from characters from tv shows who I feel sorry for for…"
Aug 26, 2014
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Social Anxiety

How bad is your social anxiety? Do you get depressed during social settings but when you're back in your room, you are fine? Why do  you think you get this way.The reasons why I am asking these questions is not only to relate to all of you but also to find answers on why I have as much social anxiety as I do. I'm going to university this September. It's my first year. Today my friend said something that hurt me but I know she did so for my well being. I love that she's being honest with me but…See More
Aug 26, 2014
LostSoul99 commented on Amanda Lynne's blog post Bi-Polar Disorder
"And as for whether it affects my MD? Well let me say something every single song I've listened to in my life brings back some kind of memory so sometimes songs will make me burst into tears even though real life won't. Lyrics can also…"
Jun 17, 2014
LostSoul99 commented on Amanda Lynne's blog post Bi-Polar Disorder
"I wonder how many of us actually do have bipolar. I remember just a few hours ago, I was happy. But sometimes I'll just remember the past and I'll have suicidal thoughts but at the same time I'm not a very expressive person so…"
Jun 17, 2014
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Jun 5, 2014
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"Cool page!! You actually used 2 out of 3 of my favorite colors...black and blue!!!"
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How do you cope with maladaptive daydreaming?

Posted on March 28, 2014 at 5:01pm 6 Comments

So here's the thing. I used to love maladaptive daydreaming because it gave me a safer happier world to rely on. But now I realized, I could've had so much more in life if I didn't spend hours and hours daydreaming. If I'm not listening to music and pacing in the room, I'm zoning out during study time and engaging in scene playing in my head. Either that or I allow myself to sleep for a period of thirty minutes just so I could engage in some sort of fantasy in my head which then turns into 2…

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School and Work?

Posted on November 16, 2013 at 6:14pm 1 Comment

I'm currently in grade 12 and I have to balance my DD life with studying. My mom's telling me to get a job to work part time on the weekends. I've had a job before but it was only in the summer where I didn't have to balance DDing with studying. Although that job was everyday, it was only for a few hours and I didn't have to constantly socialize with coworkers and deal with custormers(I worked with kids). In this current job, I'll be a cashier, I'm not sure how many hours I'll have to work…

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Empaths, Indigo/Crystal person, fantasy proneness.

Posted on September 28, 2013 at 10:45pm 4 Comments

A few months ago. I was researching more about the Highly Sensitive Person. I came upon a term called the Empath. And I think the empath completely describes this "illness" and us maladaptive daydreamers. Of course that doesn't apply to everyone here. But a lot of us, from seeing other posts have described themselves to be creative, empathetic, perhaps a little socially awkward and likes to be alone. Empaths also love to dayream. So do think about whether you are an Empath. 

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Was theraphy right for you?

Posted on June 26, 2013 at 3:20pm 2 Comments

I've never been theraphy before. The only thing that I've done is see a social worker which I stopped going to after she reccomended me to theraphy which I never went to because I wanted to focus on school. Thing with me is, I get good grades and I usually have an over 80 average but this semester I just lost motivation after getting a 70 in math last semester so I started off very badly, I didn't have the motivation nor the desire to do well. I skipped classes, I couldn't concentrate during…

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At 5:38pm on April 24, 2014, 4everlost23 said…

Thanks for accepting my friend request :)

At 4:03pm on April 20, 2014, 4everlost23 said…

Cool page!! You actually used 2 out of 3 of my favorite colors...black and blue!!!

At 12:31pm on April 4, 2014, Queen Dopamine said…

Hello, I just wanted to respond here to the comment you made on my blog, just in case you don't check back for replies on blogs. Thank you for your comment, it was very interesting!

What you said about your 8th grade teacher really touched me. I felt like that about a manager at one of my old jobs, too. He was not physically attractive, just as you said about your teacher, yet I had vivid sex dreams about him, and desired approval from him. I was one of his favorite workers and he always complimented me. The exact same situation I'm having now! Although, this one IS quite physically attractive, and so I'm all kinds of confused haha. But the thing you said about avoiding him, I have to fight not to avoid my current manager. I have to fight to overcome that urge to avoid eye contact and lock up whenever he's around.

Also, I understand why you'd be drawn to an older man. I've been there, too. It can be really exciting! I hate to use the word attention whore, but I've felt like that, too. Back when I was around your age, I would flirt with/hook up with older men and would feel kind of proud of myself. I'd brag to my friends about it because I felt accomplished. I felt excited. I would obsess over those moments and replay them over and over. 

At 12:27am on November 10, 2012, Rome said…

are you there ?  now ?

At 7:57am on October 12, 2012, Rome said…

Hey , i read your post , it's interesting ;) .

At 3:11am on August 20, 2012, Ocean Breeze said…

Hello, Sara!  Nice to meet you.

At 1:03pm on May 30, 2012, LostSoul99 said…

I'm glad to join. :)

At 12:52pm on May 30, 2012, Cordellia Amethyste Rose said…

Welcome!  Thanks for joining!  

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