I promised my self I'd write in my blog. I have adjusted to my new meds and the cloud (MD) is once again washing over my brain and I'm having trouble just writing in my iPod journal.

It seems every time I get put on a new psychotropic drug I snap out of Electric Larry Land....but only for a 2 to 3 weeks. Then it comes back. Slowly at first...starting with the ruminations, then moving to  night time DD's, then to work DD's and then before I know it I'm chugging a pot and a half of…

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My therapist is kick ass! She was the one who brought my attention to MD.....after about a year and a half of frusteratingly slow progress.



We were talking today and she actually asked me for the link to this website.

I didn't hesitate because she went well above and beyond duty to find that little essay by Eli Somer for me.



I found her by accident. I was skimming some obscure website when I saw her name...but it was her address that motivated me to send her that… Continue

Had really bad day on Monday.

Methinks it was a DID episode, but I think I'll have to argue the case with my therapist. She's so frustratingly meticulous that she won't commit to an answer without a lengthy analyzing of the subject.

O.K.....so I identified one of my MD triggers as being "white noise". So, I tried removing the fan I sleep with from the room. Probably not a great idea this early in the game, as I was really tired after a couple of weeks.

However; I was…

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