Ever feel like you've been chasing rabbits?
Ya, that's how my days going


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Well, I'm back....I think.



I've been going through a lot lately and utterly lost my ability to communicate with the world in any meaningful way.

I've been daydreaming my happy little a** off for about a month now and haven't been in the mood for anything but.



But, I think I've got the meds adjusted now and I've been having these little impulses to start writing again.....lucky you huh? :)



I think I may have finally figured out just what the hell is wrong… Continue

It's been a while since I posted one of these.

I've been battling medication changes and their gradual, inexplicable, descent into impotency.



My first clue should have been the reemergence of the daydreams.

I'm never quite sure if the daydreams are the saboteur or if they're simply heralding the arrival of the one responsible.



It seems any psychotropic drug I take brings me up and fills me with a sense of hope and anticipation for the realization of my… Continue

Oh good God!..... Sweet relief at last. *sighs in surrender*



I finally found that reduction in stress I've been looking for. That little distraction that might ease the massive weight of responsibility  upon my shoulders.

That little "something" that could make me forget life for just awhile, to rejuvenate the senses and center myself.



Ya.... I was pacing circles in my garage, mumbling to myself....whatever.....

 It was only an hour and it worked didn't… Continue