Where wild minds come to rest
I've literally spent many years having powerful crushes on fantasies. We all have crushes on the celebrities we admire,
but we don't know them—and they don't know us. Better yet, they obviously have nothing in common with you, whatsoever. So, how do we know that they'd like you? To be honest, I still have crushes on a couple celebrities, and surprisingly, one of them is long deceased—and was gay. Frankly, nothing is what it seems on the Netflix channel and
on the Google…
I understand now—I didn't live in the real world AT ALL. I overestimated life and expected more than I can chew.
I wasn't realistic with myself and everybody around me. I didn't calculate the possibilities, instead I dove into envisaging about my future. I wanted more than what LIFE can give. I really should have appreciated the simple things in life, such as family, pets and friends. I day dreamed too much and ended up in situations that I could have prevented if I was…
Added by Jessica Ballantyne on October 25, 2017 at 2:00pm — No Comments
Hi everyone! So, I dug out a poem I crafted some time ago, during one of my daydream crash. These were my reflections for those moments.
This experience is bittersweet
I long to be a person I can never be
A character created inside my…
Today is the worst day of my life in regards to fully waking up from a dream world I've lived in for two decades. I now face a real life that's never been given any solid attention, while I was "gone" in my head. Only people in my life are my two parents, sister, our dog Gracie, my art teacher and one of my best girl friends who lives just down the road. Though, this certain number of people are not enough for me. I do want so much more than what life gives right now. I dreamt of…Continue
I've been finding it difficult to daydream recently. My mind has been preoccupied with work stresses. It's been leaving me feeling extremely lonely and sad.
I have 2 days off from work and feel so low. Last night I had a lucid dream where I knew I was dreaming so I brought up my daydream guy so I could dream about him clearly. It sounds odd but even in my dream I knew this story came from my daydreams.
I follow this person on social media I've tried to cut down the amount I…Continue
Has anybody looked forward to an amazing future, just to feel broken later on that nothing came true, because your MDD was nothing more than "airy fairy" thinking? Could you imagine you spent 20-40 years doing this, but realizing later what a fool you really were? I'm so thankful it came to a stop at 30, because it could've been worse.
So, twice, it's been two times that, while I'm daydreaming, I've crossed the street with red traffic lights, and well, you know the rest.
This is a little scary, that's all. My dreams are already affecting me more than before....
But, I have a question (I'm sorry if my question is stupid...)
To what extent do you suffer from maladaptive daydreaming, or does it simply depend on the person?
Is that exaggerated? (I guess so, I'm trying to say that…
I grew up as a kid in the era of Disney renaissance between 1989 to 1999. I was a very special time in my childhood.
My mom took me out to see every Disney animation ever released in theater since I was 3. When I first saw Beauty and the Beast, I distinctly felt this sexually romantic flare between Belle and the humanized beast in the ending, especially when they kissed and the kingdom fire worked and went back to Angels of Eden. For a girl of 5, I was so humbly bumbly…
Added by Jessica Ballantyne on October 10, 2017 at 7:55pm — No Comments
This is my absolute first blog so allow me to extend my warm greetings to all of you.It's an absolute relief to know that I am not the only one in this world with this weird disorder(I know this line has become monotonous now as every Mder says it)which,I discovered a few months back,had a name,Thanks to Prof. Eli Somer,and my gratitude for the person who came up with the idea of creating this website for all of us which not only gives me a platform to…Continue
I honestly suck at hiding my compulsion of maladaptive day dreaming. Usually with people, they start questioning me when I decide to never listen to them. At home, mom can tell when I don't look at her and listen hard. She instantly knows that I don't take note of anything she sais. It is the same with everybody else. In fact, its been going on all of my life. Whether I was at school, work , private lessons or on a trip, people could easily tell that something is up with my hearing.…Continue