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I'm sick!

Since friday, I've been miserably sick. Vomiting, shaking, miserable sickness. I've been randomly laughing and crying for absolutely no reason. I've been trying to shower these past few days (my smell has been unbearable) but I keep vomiting and feeling weak even after a simple walk to the bathroom, which is less than five feet away. After i reach the bathroom, i vomit for five minutes, then lay on the floor. After a few hours of laying on the cold, hard floor, I decide I'm too weak to sit on the shower floor long enough to even rinse myself. I force myself to race to my bed, and begin to vomit for another five minutes. Recently, I've developed a huge fear of loneliness, i am crying now because of my mother needing to sleep for just a few hours. I'm trembling. I am worried about tommorow, i need to go to school.

On thursday, i went to college orientation. What they told me: tell no one my age, don't apologize for missing school, and go to school, even if sick.

The teachers discriminate against highschool students. They told me, if i am sick throwing up, bring a bucket with me. Sit by the door in case i need to leave quickly. I have been throwing up for three days now, i can't imagine showering, let alone walking to my bus stop. I keep having to stop typing this blog because i keep crying. But i need to go to school tomorrow

My mom says she is taking me to the ER tommorow if I'm still sick. Please wish me luck.

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Comment by The1andonlyAbber on February 18, 2014 at 10:10am: I'm sick right now. As soon as one part of my body stops hurting another thing starts hurting. I don't know what's wrong with me. Right now I have a headache and stomachache. :-(

Comment by Machelle Irby on January 26, 2014 at 10:58am: Thank you! I met my teacher on Thursday, she eneded up being very nice. He completely understoo. It it was the person leading the orientation was exaggerated.all sognd of illness is gone now.w

Comment by Lucrezia Duchessa on January 23, 2014 at 5:37pm: Just read your story, I'm sooooo happy to hear you're feeling so much better :). Vomiting is my phobia, ugh. Do you have any idea yet of what your illness might have been?

And what a horribly inconsiderate college teacher that is, I was seeing red reading about her. Plus, what if there were students with weak stomachs in the room? *headdesk* Shouldn't she have been limiting the amount of distraction to the students (including you, who be too distracted by your illness to pay attention to anything else? *headdesk*)

I know that pit of loneliness, it's the same one I break down in whenever anyone outside my nuclear family comes to visit, or when I'm sitting in class and feel flushed because I think people are thinking about me being a loner weirdo. Thankfully, we have MDD is deal with it to some extent...

Comment by Machelle Irby on January 22, 2014 at 12:47pm: My illness is gone! Severe dehydration and weakness remains. I have finally gone into the living room, which is amazing! I'm sitting on the couch now, watching Penelope

Penelope is about a girl who was born with the face of a pig. (She is even cuter than without, but all men run screaming when they see her face) one of her descendents was cursed to have the next Wilhelm have that face. She has to have someone of her own kind accept her as she is. It is somewhat of a kid's movie, but is well worth the watch!

So far I've eaten a black liquorice "red" vine, half a bowl of ice cream, two bagels (one with cream cheese and one without) in reverse order from which they are listed.

So... yeah.

Comment by Cordellia Amethyste Rose on January 21, 2014 at 10:57am: I'm glad the vomiting stopped. You know, in those situations, you can always call an on-call doc from your clinic to ask if you need to go to the ER or not. I've done that many times. I'm still curious what happened. I'm glad you're eating.

Comment by Machelle Irby on January 21, 2014 at 10:43am: Update: The vomiting has stopped, so I'll not be going to the ER today.

I've emailed my college teacher, and told her what was going on. I've started eating, as you can guess, I'm very hungry, but i am too nauseated to get up and go to the kitchen. My mom is asleep, and will be all day.

Comment by Cordellia Amethyste Rose on January 20, 2014 at 5:45pm: Yes, if you're that sick, you definitely need to see a doctor. I hope you get well soon.