Machelle Irby's Blog (19)

Imaginary friends or not

The earliest signs of mdd I remember was in my earliest memories. For quite a while, I had believed that I just had imaginary friends, who'd I play with for hours at a time. But now, I believe I recognize signs it wasn't simply an imaginary friend.

I was extremely close to my friend, and insisted it was real, because it felt like it did. I was so determined that I was tested for schizophrenia. However, I knew it wasn't real. I'd spend time confused why something I knew wasn't real…

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Added by Machelle Irby on November 26, 2016 at 2:20am — 2 Comments

"dreamers unlimited" , a possible etsy commission store for people with mdd to sell their art

I came up with the idea for an easy shop of things made by members of WM. I'd take a small amount of the profits each person sells, like %10. It could be anything from a painting to sculpture, anything sellable. I dont know if anyone would be interested, though. What do you think?

Added by Machelle Irby on September 28, 2015 at 8:50pm — 1 Comment

what the world was like before i found my fellow wildminds

Two years ago, i looked up "excessive daydreaming" on youtube. I found a video about mdd. Two hours later, i would happen upon this place. It was here that my life turned around. I was met by people who were friendly, kind, and taught me soo much you cannot believe. They listened to me, and we became friends. I had friends. Not the "friends" i met at school who would undoubtedly talk about me behind my back. I told them my darkest secrets, and they embraced them. I met people who felt the…

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Added by Machelle Irby on September 19, 2015 at 6:15pm — 1 Comment

Any illustrators out there who will visualize my dd characters for me?

i have a difficult time visualizing my characters, so when i decided i wanted to attempt a series of novels, i knew i needed visuals. please message me the drawings or post them here for all to see. i will include a photo (if the character is based on a real person), a description, and a personality profile. 

Holli Daze last image.

based off of me. five foot two. longer, wavier hair. olive eyes and on the skinnier side. there should be a futuristic "collar"…

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Added by Machelle Irby on June 15, 2015 at 8:16pm — 4 Comments

My daydreams, what an odd thing to base your life around. also: get to know daydreams!rea

I used to be fearful to speak about my daydreams, but i have fully emb.raced it. Nowadays, i cannot stop talking about it, despite sneering. What do i dream of? I dream of a world where aliens have discovered earth, and humans have been "enslaved".well, not really. These aliens are so intellegent, that we have become animals in their eyes. When someone is "taken" to live as pet, they become "tamed" by the tkme you are tamed, you actually love this life. J would love anyone to come up and ask…

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Added by Machelle Irby on May 12, 2015 at 6:47pm — 3 Comments

why i am afraid of death, and how that is a good thing

This is a facebook page i made today. I'd like to add that dreaming is a way i make my life interesting.

I am afraid of death, but i do not think this is bad. I am afraid of more than nothingness. 



Every day, i realized it was a day wasted. Like on the weekends, i don't like to sleep much so i can enjoy my time, and dread sunday night. In life, i feel the same. I dread death the same as i dread sunday. My fear of death is more of a fear of not…

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Added by Machelle Irby on March 12, 2015 at 9:36pm — 4 Comments

MDD short story "An Hour as a Dreamer"

i wrote this, but few seem to be interested. hoping it will be different here. true story, any dd's are actual dd's i had in an hour te day this happened.

I hope Mom doesn't show up

We were backstage, standing in suspense, while we waited for our competitor’s dance to end. They had been going for almost five minutes, and their performance was soon going to end. Lindsey and I had our violins ready to go, Aspen had his guitar ready, Percy fiddled with his…

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Added by Machelle Irby on February 3, 2015 at 9:06am — 6 Comments

Aspen meets holli

Had this passage come up while having a daydream where holli and Aspen meet for the first time. Please see my old blogs from my profile page so you can understand a bit more. In this dream, holli has just run away from a tamer who had upset her. She had run quite a long way, and was just being sighted by Aspen's "clan" of feral humans. Aspen is actually domestic. Holli had a run-in with the clan several miles back, she did not know they were human. The leaders of the clan had sent aspen…

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Added by Machelle Irby on December 6, 2014 at 11:23am — No Comments

why i think mdd is like smoking/pacing in public

Some people say that mdd isn't really addictive. I disagree. My mother refuses to acknowledge that i need to pace as much as she needs to smoke. I was at a bonfire, extrovert mode initiated, when one of my favorite pacing songs came on. I began trembling and crossed my arms, clawing on them with my nails. I felt like screaming, i naturally began walking in circles. I knew i was pacing, but i couldn't stop. My daydream was of holli being yelled at by lindsey for embarrassing her in public by…

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Added by Machelle Irby on October 19, 2014 at 3:31am — 3 Comments

help me name a dd character!

Hey! It is Machelle here. I need a name for a character. They are hard to name! I have six that are regulars.

Holli

Main character, the bottom of the "a" group. Also supposed to be me.

Lindsey

Holli's best friend. She is the top of the "a" group. She stands up for holli a bit too much. She gets in lots of fights with rachel.

Percy

The middle of the "a" group, he is often picked on by jack, likes jokes. He starts most of the fights, the others know…

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Added by Machelle Irby on September 28, 2014 at 11:23am — 5 Comments

my dream about wildminds

Last night, i dreamt of wildminds. In my dreams, wm was a place, based in cordellia's house (which was very small in my dream) i stayed a few nights, grendel and mia were mild mannered jaguars. Another member came by, saw me, and told me that, despite my age, she would treat me the same as if i were older than her. I am only 15.

Added by Machelle Irby on August 14, 2014 at 1:46pm — No Comments

meeting another wildminds member

I am not very active here. My bad! Like most dreamers, i am happy with a small circle of friends, and see no need to return to the horde after i can contact them elsewhere. I then develop a strong bond with said people on facebook, skype, etc., wather than here. I will not mention the member's names unless they so choose to tak  credit via a comment, but my inner circle of friends all know the names and details. I, along with my friends, have had a horrible past couple of weeks. Sexual…

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Added by Machelle Irby on August 14, 2014 at 1:26pm — 1 Comment

An Idea... Is it good?

I constantly want to express my daydreams. The only problem is, i have no way to express them. My only medium is writing, so i came up with an idea.... a book! Why not make q book of our short storys (all about various daydreams) 

DISCUSS!

Added by Machelle Irby on June 23, 2014 at 9:28pm — 3 Comments

The disorder Walter Mitty had

(I'm making this post not only for you guys, but hopefully anyone researching what he has)

Most of us have either seen or heard of "The Secret Life of Walter Mitty". All of us here can guess what he has, MDD. Yes, I know, it's obvious. His sudden "zoning out" and having an explorer version of himself (his ideal self, what he wants to be) enter, he mouths the dialogue of his character. The daydreams are very vivid. He spends his free time daydreaming about traveling the world,…

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Added by Machelle Irby on February 20, 2014 at 4:16pm — No Comments

Why the world needs to know about MDD

I just saw the trailer of The Secret Life of Walter Mitty. It came to me that we should make it common knowledge that MDD is a thing. I also watch Ellen, and so many things flew into my mind. We could send a message to her about us. It would fit in with her show perfectly, someone, like Cordellia (you are the poster child, after all) could come on the show, and talk about MDD. Of course, my fame seeking self would love to go, but who would believe a 15 year old? Anyways, my mind s blown,…

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Added by Machelle Irby on February 6, 2014 at 6:56pm — 4 Comments

MDD at school: my problem with staring

When I MD, i stare. I don't focus on anything, but i stare. I am a freshman in highschool. I have recently overheard someone complaining about me staring at them. I don't want her to think i am a creeper, or something along those lines. What should i do? Please help!

Added by Machelle Irby on February 1, 2014 at 9:07pm — 5 Comments

I wish...

I wish I have someone to talk to about my daydreams. Not just about MDD in general, just my daydream content. Fo  those of you who don't know, my daydreams take place in an elaborate parallel universe, which is exactly the same as our own except for humans being kept as pets by aliens. We are still exactly the same, just as intelligent. Very few on earth know about aliens keeping humans as pets. I don't imagine it being another dimension, it's this one, but with the conspiracy. It is…

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Added by Machelle Irby on January 26, 2014 at 2:51pm — 8 Comments

I'm sick!

Since friday, I've been miserably sick. Vomiting, shaking, miserable sickness. I've been randomly laughing and crying for absolutely no reason. I've been trying to shower these past few days (my smell has been unbearable) but I keep vomiting and feeling weak even after a simple walk to the bathroom, which is less than five feet away. After i reach the bathroom, i vomit for five minutes, then lay on the floor. After a few hours of laying on the cold, hard floor, I decide I'm too weak to sit…

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Added by Machelle Irby on January 20, 2014 at 3:08pm — 7 Comments

My very odd daydream content

     I am only 15, and I doubt those of you who don't know me will be able to guess what I spend the majority of my time daydreaming about. Before I could even attempt to tell you about my daydreams, I feel I need to tell you my daydream history.

    The first memories i have of daydreaming involved "playing house", I always wanted to be the dog. Somthing seemed very pleasing to be on all four legs, barking and being playful. 

     Later, I began to daydream about me being able…

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Added by Machelle Irby on December 24, 2013 at 2:48pm — 10 Comments

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