Maladaptive Daydreaming: where wild minds come to rest
just another sunrise without sleep
golden rays hit my cold face
doesn't make a difference
i am unhappy
momentary happiness
comes back every now and then
makes me laugh and smile
but sadness lives inside me
wasn't this all i wanted
was it something more?
should i wait?
or should i go…
Added by Kal on March 31, 2017 at 1:29pm — 3 Comments
Greetings folks!
I tried so hard. So hard to take an internet sabbatical, apparently not hard enough. I tried and I failed. Just like the last time. I try not to come here, I try and I fail. I see myself hurting my chances to a better future and yet I don't act. My existential crises in the bus rides home are so fucking short-lived, as soon as I come home, I waste time, even more time. I daydream while sitting at my desk, "10 minutes only, maybe, maybe I'll get the motivation from my…
ContinueAdded by Kal on February 24, 2017 at 10:15am — 6 Comments
Hi guys, these days it's been hard. I don't know, I've been daydreaming a lot instead of studying, I've been wasting a lot of time. I resist it but I get really tired and sleep in the afternoon only to waste time on the internet in the evening, I go to bed late, I planned to watch 2 movies every weekend but that's not happening, somehow. My entire method of scheduling my day has fallen apart. I get really cranky and, just when I'm about to lash out or am in the process of doing so, an inner…
ContinueThis isn't related to Daydreaming, but it's something weird that happened over the past 3 days.
So, yesterday, at around 8:00 AM, I was going to a nearby park; to jog. On the sidewalk, I saw a frail man; dressed in rags; shivering. The man called out to me and said that he has a fever and asked me to get him some paracetamol. I obliged but at 8:00 AM, the drugstores weren't open. So, I had to get some from my house. I ran to my house and my mom freaked out and told me not to go to the…
ContinueAdded by Kal on September 6, 2016 at 9:00pm — 2 Comments
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