Bleh.

[Kal]

Hi guys, these days it's been hard. I don't know, I've been daydreaming a lot instead of studying, I've been wasting a lot of time. I resist it but I get really tired and sleep in the afternoon only to waste time on the internet in the evening, I go to bed late, I planned to watch 2 movies every weekend but that's not happening, somehow. My entire method of scheduling my day has fallen apart. I get really cranky and, just when I'm about to lash out or am in the process of doing so, an inner voice says,"You can't just dump your anger on other people." Which is rational, but this gets really taxing. I'm really tired of having to be politically correct all the time, always minding my grammar so no one can pick out faults. I go on the internet to relax and there's some fun stuff but there's so much negativity and it's so tiring. The same channels on YouTube and the same subreddits. I am just so tired. So, I'll sleep early today and try to wake up early tomorrow. and this is just a random post.

[alona]

You seem to be putting a lot of pressure on yourself