Things are getting stressful at work, so I've been indulging in various ongoing fantasies lately, which isn't really helping me get things at work done any faster. 

And of course, some of them have revolved around him, too. (Though not exclusively)

Though my brain my must have taken a strange left turn somewhere, because he's suddenly figuring quite prominently in my regular, nighttime dreams. Up until recently, I had maybe...three dreams about him, total, over a three…

Well, he now knows. I brought it up (it was really hard!) and managed to describe it in general terms, without really giving any details. Maybe I will later, but I'm still really self-conscious about it. Hell, it rattles me that I'm even posting about it on this website.

I'm aware that that kind of makes his job harder- he's my therapist after all, it's his job to analyse this stuff- but I'm kind of taking it in baby steps. 

After my four day "cold turkey", it's been a little…

I'm guessing the answer to this one is yes, but... ;)

Do you guys ever daydream about going back in time (intentionally or unintentionally) and reliving things differently? Making different choices? Giving certain people what-for?

I look back at highschool and say to myself, if I had known then what I know now, I could have really made some waves. And then that turns into a delightful romp of a daydream where I breeze through my classes, dress better, and use stronger language,…