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Need MD Sobriety Friend

Posted on July 26, 2015 at 9:00pm 0 Comments

Hi there,

I am trying to quit MD. Go all the way this time. On my own 5 days in, and I am not doing it right. 

I know that I have been skirting around any real deprivation. I have been going soft on myself, by allowing myself to watch DD-related stuff on Youtube. This is, as you might imagine, a waste of time. When I waste time like this, I know that I am wasting away. I can't look at myself in the mirror for more than 5 seconds without reeling…


I'd rather take a plane to Scotland

Posted on July 25, 2015 at 2:00pm 0 Comments

Note: Long-winded post ahead. Peruse at your own risk. :P 

So I have to get this out. 

I am on Day 4 of trying to quit DD. Any setbacks in that plan then? Why yes. Yes there are. It’s a bad time to quit MD for me, because I want so badly to be absorbed in the political issues taking place across an ocean from me. I am pretty sure that Scotland is about to get a second chance at gaining its independence from the UK. 

I am a half-jewish American…


Should I write a song based on a scene from a DD?

Posted on June 30, 2014 at 9:51pm 2 Comments

I just had the most moving DD tonight. 

I have been getting really into the drug DMT...not taking it just yet, but learning a lot about it. It is known as the queen mother of all psychedelic drugs....the possibilities of what you will "hallucinate" during the 5 minute trip are endless...you could experience god, your own death, that sort of thing. It's not a party drug. ;)

My alter-me just got finished telling another character the recent recap of when she took…


Track the shabby shadow down....

Posted on November 19, 2012 at 11:01pm 3 Comments

Coil- The Dreamer is Still Asleep:



If this song does not speak to you, then no song written about trying to keep from daydreaming your life away ever will.

You know the artist who made this (Coil) has got to be a daydreamer himself. How else could one make such a resonant song about this subject? He gets it. :)

The lyrics also hit…


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At 2:08pm on December 10, 2010, Cordellia Amethyste Rose said…

Awesome!  Thank you!  That would be really cool.  :D  There were a bunch of psychology nerds in my writing class & they were totally into it.  Everyone thinks it's so cool to be part of introducing a new condition to the world.  Yay us!  Yay Cynthia!  

At 11:02pm on December 1, 2010, Cordellia Amethyste Rose said…
Thank you! That is so nice! Unfortunately the only people who are going to see it are my writing group and my prof.........and a few people who read it on here & Scribd. Oh well. Lol. It was fun to write. People here inspire me so much. Such powerful stories and so insightful!
At 11:13pm on June 28, 2010, amany mostafa said…
hi secret lifer :) im knew here and i just wanna know if we can chat sometime :)
At 7:46pm on May 2, 2010, Cordellia Amethyste Rose said…
Welcome, Secret Lifer! Cool name. :)



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