Where wild minds come to rest
There is nothing else for it. I struggle so hard to turn it off when I need to. If I could flip a switch and just stop when I'm at work or out being social, that would be great. If I could just control it, that's what I would like.
I once had an old friend give me Adderall, and that was wonderful. And when I drink, it is also wonderful. Why? Because my mind can't wander.
That's what I want; a way to shut it off.