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  • Minneapolis, MN
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Borderline Personality Disorder

Started Dec 2 0 Replies

I went in for ADHD testing and was told I exhibit signs of BPD.  Does anyone else here have this? Do you think it has anything to do with your MD?I'm kind of in a freak out stage over this. I never…Continue

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Are the dreams finally gone?

I finally, FINALLY got my Adderall today.  I took a pill immediately as soon as I got home. The dreams are gone. The MD isn't overtaking my mind.It's such a relief that I actually cried. I'm so happy. See More
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Borderline Personality Disorder

I went in for ADHD testing and was told I exhibit signs of BPD.  Does anyone else here have this? Do you think it has anything to do with your MD?I'm kind of in a freak out stage over this. I never expected this and don't know what to do with myself. I've been sitting on this for two days now. I cope by obsessing hahaha Anyone else here have BPD? Please let's chat here. See More
Dec 2
Aquarius liked Damask's blog post Relief in sight
Dec 2
Damask replied to David Burkett's discussion Character and Body Movement
"So...is it normal for a person to only ever have one thing they dream about? Does this go your whole life?  I have a million different things I dream about.  I have no main character.  I sometimes pace as well but I think it's…"
Nov 30
Damask replied to Vesta Harford's discussion Constant Mental Noise
"I do, and it ruins my life. I just got diagnosed with ADHD so I'm hoping some meds will make it go away. "
Nov 30
Damask liked Vesta Harford's discussion Constant Mental Noise
Nov 30
Damask posted a blog post

Relief in sight

So yup, I have ADHD and will be getting better meds to cope.  Hoping this shuts off the dreaming so that I can finally be free.Confirmed for moderate to sever depression and anxiety, but that I already knew. Hoping that getting the ADHD and MD under control will alleviate this.I also show symptoms of borderline personality disorder. This took me by surprised but I guess it's so, and will be going to therapy to correct certain symptoms.So yay, maybe I'm on the road to recovery and freedom!See More
Nov 30
Damask commented on docho's blog post ''knowing the condition makes a difference''
"It really does.  It was part of how I was able to finally drag myself for tests to be put on medication that I am hoping will help.  Like you, I also feel that MD has stolen my life.  I do not wish to keep it for the rest of my life…"
Nov 28
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Nov 28
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ADHD testing: the answer to everything?

I have been going through ADHD testing.I have my final appointment on Thursday to discuss the results.  The psychiatrist said that while she couldn't officially say anything yet, my patterns are very conducive to ADHD symptoms.I had also told her about maladaptive dreaming.  She had never heard of it before, but said she'd look into it.I'm so hopeful that this will help.  Maybe some people can make it work but I just can't.  Maladaptive dreaming has ruined my life. I can't shut it off when I…See More
Nov 28
Damask is now friends with Rushikesh and Kal
Nov 28
Damask commented on meghan's blog post roommate just caught me pacing
"I know that feeling.  I hate it when people catch me pacing.  A lot of times I try to play if off as nothing but I can't help wonder what all they saw."
Nov 28

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Are the dreams finally gone?

Posted on December 6, 2017 at 12:19am 0 Comments

I finally, FINALLY got my Adderall today.  I took a pill immediately as soon as I got home. 

The dreams are gone. The MD isn't overtaking my mind.

It's such a relief that I actually cried. 

I'm so happy. 

Relief in sight

Posted on November 30, 2017 at 9:00pm 0 Comments

So yup, I have ADHD and will be getting better meds to cope.  Hoping this shuts off the dreaming so that I can finally be free.

Confirmed for moderate to sever depression and anxiety, but that I already knew. Hoping that getting the ADHD and MD under control will alleviate this.

I also show symptoms of borderline personality disorder. This took me by surprised but I guess it's so, and will be going to therapy to correct certain symptoms.

So yay,…

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ADHD testing: the answer to everything?

Posted on November 28, 2017 at 6:00pm 0 Comments

I have been going through ADHD testing.

I have my final appointment on Thursday to discuss the results.  The psychiatrist said that while she couldn't officially say anything yet, my patterns are very conducive to ADHD symptoms.

I had also told her about maladaptive dreaming.  She had never heard of it before, but said she'd look into it.

I'm so hopeful that this will help.  Maybe some people can make it work but I just can't.  Maladaptive…

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MD has ruined my life

Posted on August 13, 2017 at 10:06pm 0 Comments

There is nothing else for it.  I struggle so hard to turn it off when I need to. If I could flip a switch and just stop when I'm at work or out being social, that would be great.  If I could just control it, that's what I would like.

I once had an old friend give me Adderall, and that was wonderful.  And when I drink, it is also wonderful.  Why?  Because my mind can't wander.  

That's what I want; a way to shut it off.

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