Where wild minds come to rest
Damask has not received any gifts yet
There is nothing else for it. I struggle so hard to turn it off when I need to. If I could flip a switch and just stop when I'm at work or out being social, that would be great. If I could just control it, that's what I would like.
I once had an old friend give me Adderall, and that was wonderful. And when I drink, it is also wonderful. Why? Because my mind can't wander.
That's what I want; a way to shut it off.
I signed up for this site a couple months ago and just noticed I finally got approved like a week ago. So that's good. :)
So when I first read about maladaptive dreaming it really resonated with me. A lot. I couldn't believe that maybe there actually was a name for what was wrong with me. I've been so isolated my entire life.
It's kind of a relief. I hope to find the answers I've been looking for.