I find myself fading into a trance of absolute disconnect, as in I almost completely vanish into my own imaginative world. In this life so full of negativity I find my daydreams a safe place that I can live in solitude completely disconnected from those around me. Most people turn to the technology surrounding us but I can't seem to do this, it is much easier to disappear into my own mind were I am always the hero of my stories or always wanted and loved by all. The problem with this is that I do disconnect and I do go to this world all the time making it more and more uncontrollable, and in a sense I really haven't ever had control of it anyway but more so now as I just go away whenever a situation of negative shows up. I just find it so relaxing to vanish and become that fictional character I've always seen in movies or played in video games but as an unfortunate side effect of this uncontrollable mind set I seem to lose the connection with my family as I am always drifting into a amazing world of adventure and never ending stories.