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I'm addicted to pain

Yes......I have started liking the feeling of feeling unpleasant. I try to emotionally hurt myself by purposely getting insulted by ppl, purposely staying alone, purposely making myself a culprit for all the problems in front of others. I get great satisfaction. When it comes to physical pain certain types of pain due make me smile(like the burning pain you get when u fall on the ground or that of a scratch, menstrual cramps, etc). However I would still like to stay away from headaches and nausea.
And finally I'm just a daydreamer who knows exactly whats right and whats wrong in life. This isn't normal I guess. I'm worried. And if I consult a therapist I'm sure he will mistake me to be a suicidal which I'M NOT. IT'S JUST THE PEACE I GET FROM PAIN. I DON'T DELIBERATELY HURT MYSELF PHYSICALLY.

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Comment by Fallen Messenger on December 31, 2015 at 6:18pm: I am the same way, I've been eating one small meal a day for the past 2 weeks. I'm starving myself basically, even though I am NOT anorexic.