Maladaptive Daydreaming: where wild minds come to rest
Exam tomorrow. Prof assigned 178 extra credit problems. Has
taken so long to get through less than half of them. Focusing & working in 20 second spurts makes
it so hard to get things done. Been at
this for like 3 days. At this point my
head feels strange & I still have 2 hard sections to get through, but I
just can’t make myself do it. It’s not
even that they’re hard. They just
require a lot of work & my body just aches & wants to jump around. Each problem
requires multiplication of roots & fractions then subtracting, then dividing,
then more of each. I still have a ton of
notes to copy to my cheat sheet, too. I
also really MUST relax & then go over it again, but it takes my brain so
long to re-charge that I’m not sure I’ll have time. Plus I’m so worried about it that it’s going
to be hard to relax. I’m worried about
getting my notes & cheat sheet done.
I’m trying to push through, but my head feels like it’s going to
explode. The kittens will be up &
meowing soon. They’ve been asleep for a
couple of hours & will need some wrestling & snuggling soon. Then it’ll be their dinner time. Ok, must relax. Then I’ll force myself to come back to it
tonight. Maybe my brain will be clearer
& it won’t be so painful. Worst part
is when it’s an easy problem, but my brain is so fried & uncooperative
& my body is so shaky & sore that I can’t even think how to do it. Must be clear & relaxed tomorrow.
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