Aseel's Blog (5)

On the way down

I know most of people have been through this,daydreaming till the point you lose control.But it's like this with me,I daydream not that much,I daydream because I am bored and alone,I coped that with my study so I won't affect it and then,I noticed my classmates are better than me and I started to feel like I am not that good enough while they say I am better than them but I know I am not,I feel like I am failing,plans aren't effective and I am like a tortoise in a horse race.I gather my will…

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Added by Aseel on December 16, 2013 at 7:32am — 1 Comment

Lost

I assume that most of people have already been through this.We recognize our condition,then we find this site,then get excited and start struggling to overcome this condition.First two days are usually successful then slowly we drown in DD.

I've been like that,then I started praying  a lot,then I don't daydream as  I used to be.Now I don't find comfort in daydreams as I used to be but the problem is:If I can't find comfort in daydream,what can I do? If I overcome daydreaming, what…

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Added by Aseel on November 16, 2013 at 8:34am — 7 Comments

family issues

I don't know what to do?I was faring well for the past weeks,my daydreams have been less than before and I was relaxed but then a strong storm disturbs my solace,a fight with my mother.I generally tend to be away from her,my mom is controlling,judging and represents the reality that I tend to escape from . Everytime we've a conflict,I end up be reminded that I am a selfish cold person and merciless towards her,I don't know what happened so I end up hearing things like that.So when your…

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Added by Aseel on July 2, 2013 at 12:15pm — 1 Comment

Tried hardly

After joining this site and knowing that there're people like me,I relaxed.I also got motivated to stop my MD,so for two days I seriously tried to control my MD,I kept myself busy with studying and had long chats with my friends but at some point it stopped being beneficial and I found myself in a suffocating routine,so I escaped to my daydreams.

How'd my life be if I stopped daydreaming?it's going to be a suffocating routine.I tried to stop because I wanted to be normal but then it…

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Added by Aseel on June 3, 2013 at 9:30am — 2 Comments

Finding out

Till Yesterday,I didn't think what I'm passing through is a disorder,I though it was just boredom and sometimes mild depression,so I surfed the web for solutions for this issues.I couldn't find anything that's compatible with problem.

My daydreams became annoying and destructive for the past two years,I couldn't focus in school though I don't daydream during lectures,I get acceptable grades but not the grades that I used to get.It gets worse every time I fail in something or feel…

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Added by Aseel on May 25, 2013 at 5:29am — 3 Comments

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