Where wild minds come to rest
Till Yesterday,I didn't think what I'm passing through is a disorder,I though it was just boredom and sometimes mild depression,so I surfed the web for solutions for this issues.I couldn't find anything that's compatible with problem.
My daydreams became annoying and destructive for the past two years,I couldn't focus in school though I don't daydream during lectures,I get acceptable grades but not the grades that I used to get.It gets worse every time I fail in something or feel lonely,then after that I fall in depression,I lose my appetite to eat and sleep all day daydreaming.
Now a days,I don't study at all and final exams are approaching. Every time I say I'll study,so I gather books and notes and start to studying but I can't absorb any word I read.So now studying became a heavy duty that I force myself to fulfill yet I can't fulfill it although I used to like it.I lost the interest in doing many things that I used to like.All I am doing these days is going to college and sitting in lectures then daydream all the way back to home.I spent the rest of the day sleeping,daydreaming while reading novels I've already read many times and listening to music.
So in short my life is empty now without any flavor in reality that's why I escape to my daydreams.