ShellyBelly's Blog (5)

Maladaptive Daydreaming vs. Compulsive Fantasizing- Which do you like best?

So, the title page on the site says that MD is also referred to as Compulsive Fantasizing. I think I like CF better? I think MD sounds so negative and CF sounds more positive. Maybe I'm just being weird, which is more than likely the case, but still, what do you all think?

Added by ShellyBelly on December 20, 2013 at 8:01pm — 3 Comments

I am incredibly lonely and hurt today.

I have cried several times. I feel a great deal of pain. I wrote some poems but they are so bad. The only friend I have is not talking to me for some reason. I don't know what I did because we hadn't spoken in a while. I have "friends" but none of them respond to anything I say. I am so isolated and so alone. My family just dismisses me and doesn't understand me.

It just confirms the vicious cycle for why I DD. It is the only way I have to forget that I am all alone. I just don't…

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Added by ShellyBelly on November 23, 2013 at 6:55pm — 4 Comments

Reliving Intense Shame/Embarassment

Does this happen to you? I am always afraid that I will do something stupid or to embarrass myself. Normally, I am very happy go lucky and often his has led to a lot of trouble for me. I either say or do the wrong thing or I make a mistake and can't live it down. I find myself constantly replaying it in my head and it causes me to clam up and not want to leave my house. I had a very sever episode of panic attacks some years ago and I suffered agoraphobia for a year. Now I feel like going…

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Added by ShellyBelly on September 25, 2013 at 8:11am — 6 Comments

Psycho-motor Agitation

"Psycho-motor Agitation. Does this sound familiar to anybody?

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychomotor_agitation"

Added by ShellyBelly on September 17, 2013 at 9:23am — 2 Comments

Why I believe I DayDream!

Hello everyone! I'm Shelly and I think I have figured out all the reasons I DD.

1. I'm overweight and always have been. I was teased and taunted mercilessly as a child and have still been bullied as an adult. I think I come off as being too nice to people and that causes them to feel they can walk over me.

2. I suffer from an embarrassing skin condition that is caused from my skin rubbing together and it has caused me major depression and has made me fear sexual…

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Added by ShellyBelly on February 25, 2013 at 4:04am — 9 Comments

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