Where wild minds come to rest
Does this happen to you? I am always afraid that I will do something stupid or to embarrass myself. Normally, I am very happy go lucky and often his has led to a lot of trouble for me. I either say or do the wrong thing or I make a mistake and can't live it down. I find myself constantly replaying it in my head and it causes me to clam up and not want to leave my house. I had a very sever episode of panic attacks some years ago and I suffered agoraphobia for a year. Now I feel like going back and I still avoid places where I feel I may be shamed. Does anybody else experience this? It makes me so afraid to live my life and be free. I am so sensitive and so sared of what other think. What about you?