OK, maybe this should be a discussion on the forum, I'm never really sure of where to post things :P

Anyway, I just Googled 'I'm tired should I drink coffee', which I know is weird, but I was bored, so I typed in something random. I think that's how I found this site. I clicked on a link, which then led me to a website telling me about DSPS, or delayed sleep phase syndrome.

I've recently developed a habit of keeping myself up late for no good reason, which I then regret in the…

So, I have this very crazy idea, as I often do with everything; what if, all the stuff us MDers imagine, is actually real, but is taking place somewhere else, or, if it's on Earth, it is, in actual fact, taking place on a planet very similar to Earth?

Yes, I know this probably isn't true, and Cordellia is probably gonna kick me off this site for being so crazy (XD), but what if it was? This theory could work for me, because my current DD is a mix of my current DD character that in my…

Just me venting.

You probably wouldn't be interested in it... here it is anyway.

I really hate being angry or annoyed at myself because you can't get away from yourself. And because it's a certain time of the year, I am so annoyed with myself.

Firstly, for a reason I don't know, I am terrified of a type of bug that only comes out around this time of year, and normally likes to hide in grass, then fly up right in front of your face when you walk near them. Why…

Today, I had to go to the hospital. A doctor needed to ask me more questions, because I'd already had a blood test and been asked questions, but I had to be asked more.

All of this was because I've been REALLY tired for ages and ages, so I had a blood test done to see why. All of it was fine.

Anyway, the doctor asked me "When do you get to sleep at night?"

I said "Midnight."

He asked me why. My Mum said it's because of me reading (actually my DDing, but I'm not…

Sometimes, I almost feel afraid that I don't really have Maladaptive Daydreaming. I mean, I know it's stupid worrying since it's OBVIOUS (to anyone who's seen me at the age of 7 - present and who knows about this disorder) that I have MD, but I feel worried that I don't have MD.

I know that it'll seem really weird, but if I think about discovering that I didn't have MD, I would actually feel sad. Rejected. Depressed even. I can just imagine, in a few years, when psychologists have…

OK, today I had this brilliant oppourtunity to daydream. My Dad is the technician for a disco buissness, and he was doing a party for 8 year olds - I went with my parents to show the kids how to do some of the dances.

Anyway, we set the equipment up on a stage, but there were 2 curtains - one hiding the main stage area, then there was a black curtain about 21 feet behind it, and the distance between that and the wall was about 3 feet. That curtain stayed closed for the whole disco.…