Maladaptive Daydreaming: where wild minds come to rest
Added by Will Paine on May 8, 2012 at 9:30am — 5 Comments
Added by Will Paine on May 2, 2012 at 9:34am — 1 Comment
Why is it that I feel like I am living just to satisfy others. The actions I do satisfy others more then it does for me.
Why is it that when I think about the future I only know how others will feel about my future, and not how I feel about it.
Why must I satisfy others more then myself. If I could I would just stay in my room and still think about how others are thinking about me.
Sometimes I wish Cystal would come along and sweep me away and…Continue
Added by Will Paine on May 1, 2012 at 9:25am — 1 Comment
Added by Will Paine on April 25, 2012 at 9:52am — 5 Comments
Right now I feel like I just want to curl up in my bed and be forgotten. To much is expected of me. To much is expected of what I do.
Why do I have to goto to college? To get a better job? Why would I want one? To get a better lifestyle? Why should I want that? Why do I have to goto college just to have a better lifestyle?
I just do not understand why I have to be so mainstream. I do not want to fight to be non-mainstream. I just want to curl up in someones…Continue
Added by Will Paine on April 21, 2012 at 5:11pm — 3 Comments
Added by Will Paine on April 19, 2012 at 8:58am — 2 Comments
For quite a while now I have been saddened about how society labels you with a social reputation, and it sticks to you forever. When this reputation sticks it basically prevents you from changing your personality.
For a while now I have wanted to change mine from being energetic and outgoing to something else. Because unlike when I first started going to school I a sometimes scared to meet or talk to people from time to time. But with my social reputation, I feel that I have…Continue
Added by Will Paine on April 17, 2012 at 11:11am — 4 Comments
Right now at this moment I am going through one of the worst things to ever strike me... EVER.
It is like I want to do something besides what I am doing right now and just go do something else. But then I think about doing that and then I suddenly do not want to do it anymore... I hate this feeling, I get it every so often and it just sucks.
Like right now I suddenly WANT to go play god of war II. But then I think of doing it... And then I instantly do not…Continue
Added by Will Paine on April 13, 2012 at 7:54pm — 2 Comments
Today I was just walking to class, and a girl stopped me. She took the time out of her day to tell me one thing. And this thing ruined my day.
She told me with many, many curse words in it (that I am not going to put on here as I do not know if I am allowed to). But basically she said: EVERYONE hates me, I will never do anything worthwhile in my life, no one will love me, no one even COULD like an ugly human being like me, that I am stupid (I just act stupid alot but that is…Continue
Added by Will Paine on April 11, 2012 at 1:40pm — 3 Comments
I am just curious...
Has anyone been caught while they were dealing with their problems? For me I just sit there (or lay down) and just process what I am thinking before I continue on. But for any others out there, how do you deal with whatever you have and have you ever been caught?
Added by Will Paine on April 8, 2012 at 11:40am — 1 Comment
I do not quite have the same problems as people on here but my good friend Lizzie got me on here. I may not have MD but I have ADHD. I may not have the same problems, but they are still bad nonetheless. So I thought I would start off with what it is like for me.
If you have ever talked with a person with ADHD before, you know how bad it is for them to stay on one subject. With me it is not much different. I drift from topic to topic, quickly changing from games to music. From music to…Continue
Added by Will Paine on April 7, 2012 at 7:52pm — 2 Comments