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I just do not know anymore.

Right now I feel like I just want to curl up in my bed and be forgotten. To much is expected of me. To much is expected of what I do.

Why do I have to goto to college? To get a better job? Why would I want one? To get a better lifestyle? Why should I want that? Why do I have to goto college just to have a better lifestyle?

I just do not understand why I have to be so mainstream. I do not want to fight to be non-mainstream. I just want to curl up in someones arms and forget everything.

Just tell me, why?

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Comment by Jennifer on April 22, 2012 at 8:15pm: I know the feeling...Depression and frustration. :( I think you should see someone. A counselor.

Comment by Will Paine on April 22, 2012 at 5:24pm: @Emilia: The only next course of action I have is going into the military to pay off college. And thank you Emilia, I really do need a cuddle wight now. :(

Comment by Stacy on April 21, 2012 at 6:10pm: I have felt like this quite often. I know how you feel. I thought the same thing many times about college too. That it was just a waste of money and that I wouldn't need to actually do it. The biggest reason why I'm going to college right now is for my own sense of accomplishment. I went right after high school and ended up dropping out and its been a big regret for me. I always felt like I failed. So now (6 years later) I'm finally enrolled back in college and I'm very proud of myself. The thing with college is that you have to want to succeed at it. If you aren't enjoying it and don't want to be doing it then maybe it isn't the right time for you right now. Maybe a few years down the road if you find something that you really feel passionately about and want to succeed at then you can try again.