Really!?  In my dd I am the sexiest thing around. LOL!  I don't sleep around in it, I just have a husband who adores me and can't get enough.  Ok, maybe that part of dding is a little sad.  :(  My "real husband" is great but, not so great.

I just discovered my pattern for my extreme dding:  Always during difficult times when my "real life" is going out of sorts.  Especially when I am depressed or hurting.  This is the one part of my life that I can control.  Today I just spent tody day dreaming. ALL DAY........  It felt good and bad at the same time.  Good because I was relaxed.  Bad because i just wasted a day I could have been out with my kids.  Instead I begged off when a friend offered to take us to the…

This is something I do.  Some of my dd is based on some stories I have read. If I read a good part in a book I will almost always apply it to my dd life with myself as main person.  I even have more than 1 story line going at time.  Help!  Maybe I should stop reading for awhile.  It triggers my dd.