Scared to leave???

[Micheala Frances]

Hi everybody! I'm 13 and had MD for 8 yrs, started when I was 4-5-- anyway I wanted to ask if anyone had this problem that I do.
I have a character so in detail (and in a way she's/he's my dream person) that I'm scared to leave him/her behind.
I've been trying to not dd during the day and I get through the day pretty well but still at times I feel my character misses me? It may sound really stupid but I feel through the day
I should say "hi" or "I love you" so my character won't think I abandoned her/him?
And when I do come to reality I miss my character and want so badly for the person to be real that I cry--excuse me SOB! That I'm hurting his/her feelings but again I kno I need to let go because I've got to live! I need help! I don't kno which way to take! And it's so hard to say "my character is just imaginary" you might just find me sobbing.
BTW how much in detail are your characters? If a police man asked me to discribe him/her you guys could see what she/he really looks like. That's how much I detail in each and every character.

[ashlee]

no need to feel like your leaving them behind...you can daydream about them whenever you want.
i daydream when someones having a conversation with me- its not my fault really.
one day you might forget about your character you love so much. ive pretty much  had the same characters since i was 6/7 and then when i was 13/14 i made up some new characters to keep things interesting-then i made new characters to add those characters and now i have a completly new daydream and the other ones pretty much abandonded.

but thats just me.