Where wild minds come to rest
In my opinion, the two most important things in life are love and laughter. Having MDD deprives me of both. It does this by dripiving me of having healthy relationships with people. Thats what i long for the most. Im so tired of being lonley and feeling traped by MDD. My profile picture for this site is obviously not me. But thats how my life use to be. Being with friends, and belly laughing. Thats also why i have such a hard time of letting go, becasue i use to have what i value most. And now it just seems like a distant memory. Since ive had it once, i know its possible to have it again. But its just been so long, i dont know how to get it back. Fellow MDDers, how do you balance having MDD and having positive relationships that involve laughing? And i dont mean just a simple laugh hear and there. Im talking about uncontrollable, gutt wrenching, painful laughter that makes all the hradships in life feel worth it. I want that back. More than anything. More than i want to stop DDing even. Thats all i want. To share that kind of laughter with people, once again.