I'm losing the will to live..
or maybe I have lost it long ago..
im not suicidal.
but I wont mind if I wont woke up anymore
I wont mind if I will be hit by a train
I wont mind if I will be diagnosed with an incurable disease
I wont mind if I would die today.
but I'm confused as well, how could not having the will to live, not suicidal at all?
How can someone exist but not live?
How can someone live but not feel alive?
How can life feel like death?
Am I the only one to feel this way.