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will it really stop?

Started this discussion. Last reply by Dee-ei Jul 8, 2016. 11 Replies

will it really stop?

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Please

I want a life without youPlease just turn your back on me.I want a life of pure existencePlease just vanish immediately.I want a life of genuine happinessPlease just disappear from me.I want a life of unfathomable libertyPlease just emancipate my heart completely.I want a life of unpretentious peaceSo please release my mental captivity.I want a life of uncomplicated unityPlease just let me go entirely.No, don't tell me dreaming is as good as reality.Please, I need to be free.Please.See More
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Another Me

There's another me. It's terrifying.There's another me that I dont want to be by my side but never leaves me when everyone will.There's another me who messes my life but brought it altogether when no one else will.There's another me that I hate but cares for me more than anyone will.There's another me who I despise to see everytime in the mirror but desires to make me laugh when there's no one to cheer me up.There's another me that I always blame but loves all my flaws.There's another me that I…See More
Jul 13, 2016
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Yolandi Wells replied to Dee-ei's discussion will it really stop?
"You just have to believe that it will stop or you will one day be able to manage your mdd. I am always trying and never giving up. I really really want to stop. I have been able to manage it, but I have my ups and downs. I am always on the search…"
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Please

Posted on July 17, 2016 at 4:21am 0 Comments

I want a life without you

Please just turn your back on me.



I want a life of pure existence

Please just vanish immediately.



I want a life of genuine happiness

Please just disappear from me.



I want a life of unfathomable liberty

Please just emancipate my heart completely.



I want a life of unpretentious peace

So please release my mental captivity.



I want a life of uncomplicated unity

Please just let me go… Continue

Another Me

Posted on July 13, 2016 at 1:15am 2 Comments

There's another me. It's terrifying.



There's another me that I dont want to be by my side but never leaves me when everyone will.



There's another me who messes my life but brought it altogether when no one else will.



There's another me that I hate but cares for me more than anyone will.



There's another me who I despise to see everytime in the mirror but desires to make me laugh when there's no one to cheer me up.



There's another me that I… Continue

Losing

Posted on July 3, 2016 at 2:10am 1 Comment

I'm losing the will to live..



or maybe I have lost it long ago..





im not suicidal.





but I wont mind if I wont woke up anymore



I wont mind if I will be hit by a train



I wont mind if I will be diagnosed with an incurable disease





I wont mind if I would die today.





but I'm confused as well, how could not having the will to live, not suicidal at all?





How can someone exist but not… Continue

"That Nagging Feeling.."

Posted on July 8, 2015 at 1:23am 4 Comments

"That Nagging Feeling.."



Have you ever had that, that nagging feeling? And the memories that came flashing back with it? If yes, you can probably relate with me. But if not, maybe someday you'll be able to understand what I'm saying.



It started, err, I really can't remember when it all started..hehe..Hmm.. All I know is that I have felt that throughout my entire life. Since I was a kid, I felt alone. And lonely. The feeling of being both empty and full has always bothered… Continue

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